Disclaimer: I only wish…
Home is where my heart lies
Ever since I left, there's a burden in my heart, a sour hole. Something was missing. I never realise it, 'til I saw your honey golden amber eyes again. Not as friendly as they used to be, more like piercing daggers; burning a hole in my chest. My friends don't understand. Friends, I don't think I can call them that any more, they hate me now. Hate… Is that the only thing that the world really understands? I love the way you tie your lovely soft pink hair, the way how you speak, your crazy little fits you through every now and again. The way you walk, and how your eyes slit when you are angry. Your sweet personality, the way you laugh and sometimes your snide comments; but it's not those qualities why I love you. I love you, for you. I only wish you can love my back.
I want to see you again, walk back into your life; but I can't as I am scared that you will just throw me out like a rag-doll. Reject me for leaving, or even worse, hate me for me. It breaks my heart how I wish to see you but can't. How you haunt my peaceful dreams. How every time I look out the door I see you, slowly pacing yourself towards me; following you, miasma villagers wanting to dispose of my feline figure; carrying shiny sharp farming tools, waiting for thick red water from my body to stain its metallic figure.
I want to cry but can't. I want to laugh but won't. Depression is slowly taking over my sanity, eating away what I have left of me. You are invading my mind and soul; and you have stolen my heart. Mao, I love you. You linger within my mind and heart; and home is where my heart lies.
So how'd ya like it? Please Tell me by reviewing. This is a one-shot fic about Rei and Mao (Mariah) if you didn't get it. I know it's very short, I'm sorry about that. K see ya later and please review.