Hello, and welcome all. It is currently 3 AM PST and this hasn't been edited and I'm to wake up in approx six hours. This is inspired by the song Oh, Love! by William Beckett. and I know you may be thinking, "Kelli, what are doing? Singers who go solo turn out shitty music", and to that I say: I'm sad that TAI broke up but his three EPs (with slight doubt on the Winds Will Change EP) were really good and he is beautiful and charming in concert.
Kendall made Logan kind of crazy.
Not crazy, per se`, but maybe just hyper aware. Like the increased heart rate or the wee, scary, fact that he feel the blood pumping in his heart.
It was still Kendall, and Kendall was always a bad idea.
Logan hardly ever resisted Kendall, Logan never resisted anything involving Kendall and a bad idea.
This is why they had this… thing. Relationship. Whatever it was. This is why sometimes, in a cavalier fashion, Kendall would crawl into bed with him and whisper sweet things like "I love you" or "Logie-bear", and give him kisses and stay with him till morning.
This is why anytime he and Kendall were alone involved kisses and general disregard for personal space and teasing and laughing and something like flirting.
This is why Kendall would lightly trace his fingers down Logan's side after every Monday dance practice and murmur something about "alone time" and "blaming the soreness on practice" and Logan would have issues sitting down on Tuesday.
It was risky. It was a stupid. It was Kendall.
Logan would have to swallow something akin to disappointment in his throat every time Kendall would have to kiss Jo or he would have to put up with whatever new shit Camille was trying out for this week's audition. But he knew, they were both pretending, what has the point of all of it if they weren't trying to cover something up?
Of course, Logan didn't give it too much thought. They were dumb and young and tough, and if whatever this was- they were-ended, he knew it'd end their friendship. That's all he could think about before it just led to more questioning of everything that always led to a headache and that pain in his chest where it was painfully obvious that he had a heart, and he could feel every painful beat.
He just let Kendall snuggle closer and decided to endure the hell and back of when they finally figured out what they were.
Constructive criticism makes me really happy. I feel as if the quality has decreased a ton since Safe and Sound but I really only see any creation from them as a short film with Bright eyes playing and golden afternoon lighting and close ups focusing on the little things because the little things make up the big things, like "Take care of the pennies and the pounds will take care of themselves".
Goodnight.