The Eli Song
Disclaimer –I don't own degrassi, if I did there would be no reason to put this story up.
One-shot -
I miss your soft lips, I miss your white sheets, and I miss the scratch of your unshaved face on my cheek
I slowly brought my knees to my chest, and buried my face in the color of my shirt …his shirt. The night we had first made love, he gave me this shirt, and I had worn it everyday sense to bed. I remembered the feeling of his soft lips caressing mine, his unshaved face tickling every inch of my skin, the smooth satin that had lay wrinkled beneath us.
I should have never left him at the hospital like that he needed help he needed me .that's what scared me the most. I still loved him I always would ,he was suffering just as much as I was ,even more …I could deal with this if that's what it took for him to get better . All I wanted was for him to be happy, for us to switch roles. I could take over the depressing part, anything, as long as he was happy.
This is so hard, because I didn't see, that you were the love of my life and it kills me
"You scare me, Eli."
"Please don't leave me!"
"I'm sorry, I just, and I can't!"
I see your face in strangers on the street; I still say your name when I'm talking in my sleep.
"Eli." I whimpered, slowly rocking myself back and forth ….gone, gone, gone, gone from my life forever. Not here, not with me, not ever .i reached for my shoulder bag and ran out the front door sobs escaping my throat. I grabbed my rusted bike and peeled off in the night trying to forget the words I had once been told.
"She was really upset, she took off in the night on her bike…got hit by a car …"
"Just like that the closest person in my life was gone ….because of me."
And in the lime light I play it off fine, but I can't handle it when I turn off my nightlight.
"Hey Clare!" Jake martin called as I passed the dot, I gave a fake smile. "Hey." I called back rolling past them .then I heard the familiar voice ,the same voice as the boy with alluring smirk ,the same boy who told me to chase after my dreams .
"Clare, what are doing?" Eli, clad in black. My eyes widened and suddenly I heard the honk of a car I whipped my head around to see the headlights of a truck. I gasped and swerved on my bike.
"Clare no!" Eli screamed. I whipped my head once more to see Eli's beautiful face shocked and covered in pain as he strode towards me but it was too late. I collided with the truck, and soon heard a thud and a voice as sirens filled the air.
"Clare, no, no, pleases not again. God damnit please!" he screamed and I heard sobs escape his throat. I had never heard him cry, not even over Julia. "I guess I really did mean something to him." I thought before fading off.
They say that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me young love murdered that is what this must be