This is not a yaoi. Even if I am a dedicated yaoi enforcer, I guarantee that it's nothing gross like that. This Fanfic is simply about lelouch expressing himself to suzaku. It's a friendship Fanfic that I hope everyone will love and enjoy.
Disclaimer: I do not own Code Geass
Take care of what I have died for.
Suzaku,
I do hope that someday you are able to read this letter. Just make sure you read it after you've killed me. Anyway, I know that you are already aware of the truth. Yes. I, Lelouch vi Lamperouge, am none other than Zero. Your best friend, your childhood playmate is a killer, a mass murderer, and one hell of a sinner. I know I cannot redeem myself in any other way but be killed.
But bear in mind that you are a sinner as well, Suzaku.
Your hands are soiled with an unimaginable amount of blood. You have killed hundreds. Probably even thousands. But who knows? Like me, you are also a cold blooded murderer and you can't do anything about it.
What's done is done.
But you can atone yourself, Suzaku. And I bet you know just what I'm talking about. You must carry my debts. You must carry all my sins. You must carry the burden of this mask of Zero.
That is because from now on you are going to be Zero.
But I just wanted to let you know that I'm incredibly sorry, Suzaku. I hope that you forgive me even if it's quite unlikely. I, myself, can't even accept my very own apology. I'm sorry for killing Euphy. I know that you love her very much and you could've been quite an item. I'm sorry for fooling you and for hurting you. But most of all, I'm sorry for betraying you. I should've never done that since I am, after all, your best friend.
Please take care of Nunnally. Take care of what I have died for.
Lelouch