Just a short post Reichenbach Falls one shot. TW Suicide and Depression and warning very very short.

People will say I was drunk. Everyone knows I'm in a bad way so I guess most people will be waiting for this.

I need to be with him. I can't change that and I don't have the energy to fight it anymore; it's just a waste of time. He was my world, he was and he has to be again. I love him. I love him so much. I am in love with Sherlock Holmes. And I'll shout it from every roof top until the whole world knows.

When we're together again I'll never complain about the mess or the skull or when he doesn't talk for hours. I'll just be there to hold him, kiss him, make him cups of tea. I'll be there to make sure he doesn't blow up the bloody flat. I can't keep praying, praying he'll come back to me. I've got to go to him, I've got to go to him.

People will say I was drunk. But stepping out, waiting for that train to hit me, I've never been more sober.

Could be continued if there's interest, would love to know what you think :) x