So I'll start my FF year with Gale and freeverse. I'll pretend I am not seeing those smug smiles, you Gale lovers. I still (sort of) (maybe) (don't) (like) (him) (maybe). You should review. It's the thespian way to do things.
who I have pretended to be
it turns out that I am a very multifaceted actor
I have been the best friend
I have been the playboy
I have been the responsible son
I have been the role model for the fatherless children
I have been the hunter
and I have been the victim
I have been many things,
I've been who you want me to be
but I don't even know who I am.
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because you think you have me pegged
you think you know exactly who I am
I'm responsible
I'm fearless
I'm the expert
I know what to do
and when I don't,
you're surprised
when I do the wrong thing,
you're ashamed
and when I don't do anything,
you blame me.
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so go ahead.
blame me for everything
I'll pretend it matters
so go ahead
say it was my fault she died
I'll pretend I disagree
so go ahead
say it was my idea that killed those people
I'll pretend I care
so go ahead
say it was my fault we fell apart
I'll pretend
that
I can still pretend
we might have been.