She left me years ago.
He hasn't cared for ages.
I thought I belonged.
I will never belong.
Good-bye.
I have grown.
It has been years since I have gone to the place that is meant to be called home.
I do not belong.
I will never belong.
I want to see.
I want to explore.
I will do what i want.
He is beautiful.
The electricity covers his body.
He is sad too.
He is like me.
There is beauty in the way he is in pain.
He grows.
He does not get attached.
He still cares.
He is strong.
He is nothing like me.
My smile is almost always fake.
The most i can give is a small faint smile when i met them.
They help me.
They love me.
They deserve better, but i still love them.
One day will make sure they have the most.
Alone
Eating
Sleeping
Walking
Fighting
Sitting
Shopping
I'm always alone.
He walks with three behind him.
One
In love
Happy
Caring
Smart
Shining eyes
Two
Calm
Sincere
Honest
Happy
Caring
Rational
Three
Carefree
Funny
Happy
Outgoing
Honest
They are all happy, he is the one that makes them happy.
Could he make me happy?
No.
I do not belong.
I will not belong.
To the left
A mirror wall
Long golden hair
Dead brown eyes
Big chest
Small fake smile
A gown that leaves everything to imagination.
That is me, Lucy Heartfilia.
I am a name.
I am a body that ran away.
I am someone who does not belong.
Purpose?
Find the perfect one for my keys then leave.
Everyone leaves me.
I don't want to leave them.
They mean the world to me.
I am strong i can survive alone.
Lost in thought
I walk into a man.
Big hands catch me before i fall.
I feel energized.
I feel alive.
"Forgive me"
Big fake smile.
Eyes still dead.
Nod.
Sad smile.
Understanding eyes.
A odd misunderstanding from his companions.
You love her?
Are you okay?
I would get with her too.
Looking back
He gives a small smile to them
Whispers "I understand her."
Good-bye that wouldn't last.
7 months
No one who is good enough for them.
They do not want to leave.
Neither do i.
They deserve better than me.
They have to leave.
I do not belong.
I will not belong.
Door steps.
Strongest guild in Fiore.
Loud.
Happy.
Home.
A place where everyone belongs.
I do not belong.
I will not belong.
White hair.
Beauty.
Kind.
Caring.
Like a mother.
"May i speak to the guild's master?"
"Of course my dear. Go to the second floor, a blonde male, buff, tall, handsome, name is Laxus you will speak to him he will lead you to our guild master."
I follow the instructions.
One.
Two.
Three.
Leader.
The man who understands.
"May you be Sir Laxus."
Blonde
Male
Tall
Buff
Handsome
"Yeah, how can i help you?"
Recognition crossing his smoke color eyes.
"May I speak with the guild master?"
Confident voice
Fake smile
Dead eyes
"Sure, i'll lead the way."
Sincere
Worried
Understanding.
Knock Knock
"Come inside."
"Someone wants to talk to you gramps."
"Let them in."
Short.
Old.
Kind.
Caring.
Sweet.
Grandfather.
"Hello Master, may i speak with you?"
"Of course my dear."
"Do you mind if i stay?"
Question directed towards me.
I am not of authority.
"I do not mind."
Grandfather
"What is it dear,
May you wish to join our guild."
Sadness in my eyes
My voice gives nothing away.
"I wish to find a home for my celestial spirits."
"You do want to stay with us then?"
"No."
"Fairy Tail isn't that bad, give us a try."
He is nothing like me
I do not belong.
I will not belong.
"May i met them child."
"Of course, may i have a glass of water.
Then may we step into the fields?"
Family.
One.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
Six.
Seven.
Eight.
Nine.
Ten.
Eleven.
Twelve.
Thirteen.
Fourteen.
Fifthteen.
"They deserve the best,
They deserve a home."
"My dear you can have them all out? How?"
"I am alone,
I will survive
They need a home
They need to belong."
Silence
Tick tock tick
"We belong with you"
Small whispers.
"My dear you are very strong.
Why don't you join our guild?"
"I do not belong.
I will not belong."
Accident
Feelings
Family
Tears.
"I would not fit in here,
I believe they could find a better home here with your celestial mage."
"Sorry Blondie, we don't have a celestial mage."
He is blonde too…
"That was rude laxus,"
"She hasn't given us a name,"
"Lucy Heartfilia.
Run away. Please do not speak my last name."
Grandfather
Shocked
Scared
Intrigued
Curious
Laxus
Understanding eyes
Tight lips
Confused.
"How old are you?"
Odd man
Odd question
"I am to be 18 in two months."
"You are to join the guild and live with me for the next two years."
Shock
Impassive
Emotion
"No."
"Yes. I do not care.
Your father is going to come for you.
He will get you if you are not careful.
I will protect you.
You will stay by my side
And you will do it without complain."
I do not feel like i could argue
"I do not wish to impose."
I will still try
"You aren't.
You are coming home now.
Lucy is joining,
We will get her guild mark.
Don't need us we'll be at my house."
Rushed
To the door
Pink
Right hand
Stamp
Good-bye
His home.
Hard wood
Grey walls
Huge kitchen
Lovely rooms
Queen size bed
Walk in closet
Not my bedroom
Sharing
King size bed
Bigger walk in closet
Huge bathtub
Large shower that could fit two
Double sink
My bedroom with him.
"Why are we to share a bedroom?"
"You're turning 18 in 2 months
Your father will need you to marry
To merge. You dont want to be there.
You ran away years ago.
If you leave he will find you,
He will drag you back."
"Why two years?"
"He can still marry you off when you are 19
Once you are 20 he can't make you do anything."
"What if i get use to this house being home?"
"Then you'll live with me for longer?"
"Do you not have companions that you work with?"
"I'll occasionally go on jobs with them."
"What shall i do when you are gone?"
"You are coming with me."
"What if become a burden?"
"I understand you better than you think.
Let me protect you.
Let me be where you belong."
"I have nothing to give.
How shall i pay you back for your kindness."
"Open up to me.
Take your time.
Be the person who i belong to
Ill be the person you belong to
Ill be your home
You be mine
Lean on me
Depend on me
I will do the same
You and i are the same."
"You smile
Laugh,
You are honest
Sincere
Caring
Kind
Sweet
I do not know how to smile a real smile
Nor laugh a real laugh
I am not like you."
"Stay the two years
Once you are safe
You may leave but
Until then stay
Stay by my side
Let me protect you
Be my person and ill be yours in return."
"Okay."
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