Disclaimer: I don't own anything. Not even the damn plot. Kapeesh?

A/N: Well, I'm on emotional breakdown, so this is dramatic and horribly sad. Oh and it's yaoi! So, people who don't like yaoi, read at your own risk. But, there'll be no kissing, or any other things... just maybe hand-holding, is all. :)

~On with the story~

Shizuo had heard from Tom that there had been an accident involving Izaya- he had rushed to the hospital right away, and had forced the nurse to tell him where he was.

"Izaya!" he stared, shocked, at the raven-haired man on the bed, clad in only a hospital gown. And hooked onto machines.

His lover stared back, his gaze soft and sad. "Shizu-chan..." his voice was weak. Shizuo rushed to his side, taking hold of his hand and kissing it softly.

"What- what happened?" he demanded, watching his boyfriend intently.

Izaya shrugged, "I don't really know... Everything's sort of a blur." he explained.

Shizuo nodded, then suddenly hugged him. "Please don't die." he pleaded, his voice faltering a bit. "Please."

"We won't know for sure. But, I guess, my time's up."

As he stated that, Izaya laid down, still staring at Shizuo's face hovering next to him.

"So, for now, I want to... thank you, for loving someone like me." his voice was weak, his eyes swimming with unshed tears.

"Thank you, Shizuo."

"No, thank you... for loving me, a monster..."

Shizuo teared up a bit, he dropped his gaze for a moment, and stared at the sheets. "No, don't say that. You're not gonna die, Izaya."

Izaya chuckled, "Still, I wanna say it." his lips stretched in that same quirky smirk he always had.

Shizuo swore his heart was breaking.

Izaya suddenly moaned in pain, his back arching slightly.

"Agh. My time is up." he sighed, letting the tears flow freely. "Goodbye, Shizu-chan. Thank you. I love you."

His eyes closed slowly, the blonde heard his final breath, he felt him die, he let the tears flow.

"No! Izaya! Don't die on me, please!" he cried, burying his face in Izaya's shoulder.

He mourned for quite sometime, until people came and he had to get up, and leave.

Yet, he had one more thing to say as he left, and never got to say it.

"I love you, Izaya. See you... soon."

A/N: ...wow. I actually cried while writing this... T^T WHY IZAYA, WHY? DX I got inspiration for this because of this: www. youtube. com/ watch?v=obbWGhCMF8c

I hope you enjoyed it! Sorry, it's sorta drabble-ish :) Please R&R! ^_^

EDIT: Oh wow... after rereading this, I reaaaaally suck at writing... ^_^' anyway, whatever. XDD