So hi everybody this is my 2nd story, so i ask your reviews to be not mean, thanks. This is in New Moon when Edward has left Bella.

Flashback 4 hours earlier.

As I slowly but steadily open my eyes to the bright beaming light coming in from my drapes, I groaned in defeat. Tears began to fill my eyes as it

was day 87 my soul mate, Edward. This life was crap, I was stuck in forks, and I was forced to live with Jacob. Because my dad wanted to believe

he would have an influence on me. But without Edward I couldn't cope. I slowly slumped out of the small, single bed I was in and went to the old,

oak dressing table at the end of my bed. I looked hideous, my eyes had huge, swelling black circles underneath them and my frail bones sticking

out of my rigid body. Depressingly I dragged myself to the lounge room of Jacobs house, waiting to be greeted with his affection for me.

As I entered the small lounge room Jacob leapt from the couch and walked up to me with open arms.

" Bella Love, how did you sleep," Jacob said as he waited for me to hug him.

"Jacob get away from me now and don't ever call me darling!" I hissed at him . Jacob sank his eyes to the floor in rejection.

"Bells you're going to have to get over him sooner or later, he is ruining your life," Jacob said rubbing my cheek.

" Piss off," I said with a hatred tone. With the hurt inside of me nearly exploding I ran out the front door to my rusty chevy. Slamming the door

with might I ignored Jacob's pleas on the front porch. I have to get out of here and hear Edwards's beautiful voice. Before I knew it I was driving

up to a cliff at La Push beach. On arrival I walked without hesitation to the cliffs edge.

PRESENT

I took in my surroundings as I was about to jump, until I heard Jacobs stubborn and arrogant voice coming up to the cliff edge.

" Bella don't do this, we can fix this," Jacob said, inching closer to me every second.

" Jacob, I said as tears ran down my face, nothing can ever be fixed without him,". With that I took a deep breath and dived head first into the

deep, blue water below me.

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