Becoming Bella
Disclaimer: I do not own twilight the characters other than a few made up along the way
Dear Edward,
Where do start? Do you want to hear about all the pain you have caused me the nights I have woke up screaming? No let's start where you left me alone in the woods, to say I wasn't surprised was an understatement you always were one foot out the door. Or maybe it was because I thought I didn't deserve you, I'm starting to see it might have been the other way around. I loved you so much that I was kind of pathetic. You made me believe that I was your everything and I listened. I mean why wouldn't I, you were my everything so it was easier to believe that you felt the same way. I hope you find happiness Edward because I'm slowly finding I don't need you to find mine. You took every last bit of me with you but not the real me the Bella you wanted me to be. Thank you Edward for making me realize that I can do something, that I am strong and smart enough. I'm just sorry that I wasn't perfect the way you wanted me to be the truth is I never will be. I won't say that I don't love you because no matter how much I don't want to love you I think I always will. But I am no longer in love with you, I don't even miss you. I don't need you anymore Edward I can finally breathe even though you are gone. I can dance again and I have seen so many new wonderful things. I wish you could see me Edward; I wish you could see what you left behind and trust me it would kill you because I look alive with you gone. I was the best damn thing you ever had in your life and don't try to tell yourself otherwise. Love is more than a game Edward you play it like it is. I hope this all bites you in the ass one day. I hope you find what you are looking for. It's been real.
Bella
I folded the letter into the envelope and licked it running down stairs and sticking it in our mail box for the mail man to take. I went back upstairs sat down and worked on my next letter… to Alice.
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