Chapter 1

Takes place after Episode 19"Miss Mystic falls" of the TV show version. With reference to the song addicted by Kelly Clarkson.

Everything about him repels her from ever having any contact with him. His arrogance and his perfect ability to piss her or anyone off. The fact that she's a witch and he's a vampire totally becomes an ignorance just looking at all the negative qualities about him that pulls her away from him. Yet she keeps getting drawn to him.

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time

Bonnie sees Damon talking to Stefan as she is about to make her way to sit down and have her lunch, but avoids going to the place that is near him and finds somewhere further to sit. As she puts her back down and turns around, Damon is sitting right opposite her. She is startled by him and on her face is a shocked look.

"Hello, little witch how is it going? It's been a while. I've missed you." Damon said as a smirk was on his face.

"Get lost! You're just a dark cloud over my bright day right now, and always!"

"Wow, didn't your mother ever teach you human kindness?" Damon asks sarcastically.

"Well, if it's coming from a human yes, from a monster like you NO!" She says with anger showing on her face. She felt her blood boil all over her. She got up and took her things to move but Damon said something to tick her off yet again.

" Hope Grams is doing fine in the little witch heaven."

"You freak! How dare you even ask? I should have just let Stefan kill you." Bonnie slams her things down as she asks him.

"You and I both. We're freaks here with our true identity, Sabrina. Yeah about that, thanks! It shows how much you missed me too."

"Stay…the hell away from me or I will.."

Damon cuts her off by moving closer to her, eye to eye with the table keeping them apart and asks her " You will what? Use you little fire power to scare me again?"

She stares up in his eyes and somehow feels helpless to speak. His piercing eyes causes her heart to race.

"Careful you might get a heart attack." He warns her with an irritating grin on his face.

Bonnie ignores him and walks away without turning back. She goes to spend some time with Caroline to just get her mind off things. The only one she has spent time with after returning to Mystic falls. Grams death really pushed her deeper to the ground than she herself can even handle. She had blamed herself but she blamed the Salvatore brothers even more. Especially Mr Damon Salvatore.

" Here you go, a cold drink to cool you off. You look like you were just in a bar fight." Caroline points out to her friend who is sitting down, face blown up in anger. " I wish Damon Salvatore would just die!" Bonnie exclaims.

Caroline goes over to sit next to her and hug her " Sweetie, don't let him win by blowing up like that. The devil loves when you get angry and let yourself get hurt. Damon is just like that. Why did you help him anyway, with the whole Stefan thing?"

" I don't Know." Bonnie replies. " I saw Stefan looking so…scary it seemed to hurt Elena so it was not for Damon. And….he is his brother. If anyone should kill it should be me!"

"He'll suck your blood out of you before you could do that." Caroline says.

"Argh! Why does he bother me so much, even when he is not around me!" Bonnie says out loud to Caroline who just shrugs her shoulders.

She stayed over at Caroline's place that night as she has been feeling really alone at home whenever she thinks of Grams and she needed a friend. She had been keeping away from Elena cause she did not want to make her choose between her and Stefan because at the end of the day the answer will be obvious.

That night, as she was sleeping she felt the wind blow so strongly and she got up to close the windows. Caroline was in the room next to hers. She had been feeling really fearful and sometimes just stays up the whole night till it's bright.

The next morning, Caroline wakes up bright and chirpy while Bonnie looks like she hadn't slept for days.

" Bon, what's wrong with you? Aren't you feeling well?" Her blonde friend asks her.

"I can't sleep at night, Car. It's like every time I do, I fall into this nightmare and I just don't want to go back there. I see her, Grams, broken and feeling so helpless in my dream and every time I see that, I wake up with this emptiness. I just don't want to relive it."

"Aw, sweetie, you can't keep doing this to yourself, I believe Grams is fine and that she is watching over you and she will make sure you are taken care of." Caroline says to her and gives her a hug. After that they get ready for school and leave.

"Hey, witchy, how was your night?" The older Salvatore brother confronts Bonnie as she walks alone towards her classroom. She tries to ignore him but he blocks her way and refuses to move.

"Which part of stay the hell away from me? Don't you understand?" She asks him.

"It's not that I don't, it's just that I won't. Wow, that rhymes don't you think?"

It's like you're a demon that's haunting me

Leave me alone.

"God, won't you ever leave me alone! Haven't you messed my life up enough. You're everywhere, even in my dreams!" She could not believe she had just said that out loud.

Damon gives her his ever so famous smirk. "Wow, I don't know what to say, I'm so flattered!"

"I meant nightmare! Leave me the hell alone!" Bonnie tries to redeem herself by saying that and walking away, Damon moves out of her way. Earlier when she shared with Caroline about her nightmares, she had left out that one little detail about Damon Salvatore being apart of it.