Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh! or this song. All credits are given to the artist. The song Room of Angels is copyrighted by Akira Yamaoka.
I stood on my knees looking at her tear stained face. Why do I feel nothing when I see them fall down the side of her face. I don't remember why she's on the floor bleeding but I know it's my fault. I crawled over to her on the wet floor due to the wind opening to door during the storm. As I was over her she began to sob shutting her eyes as I leaned to give her a sot kiss her forehead.
You lie silent there before me
Your tears may mean nothing to me now
The wind howling at the window
The Love you never gave
I give to you
She never showed me love so why am I giving it to her. I sit there next to her only hearing the storm and her quiet mutters of the word sorry. 'This is the only memory you should remember and cherish of me' I thought hoping it would be true. Was I showing kindness to her because she was the woman that gave birth to me.
Really don't deserve it
But now there's nothing you can do
So sleep in your only memory of me
My dearest mother
I wish for a song to close your eyes farewell even if we never saw eye to eye and I never loved you. I see you in pain as you lie before me. I just wish for something to close your eyes farewell so one day we might come to understand each other even if you are gone.
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (goodbye)
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry (oh well)
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (goodbye)
Goodbye...
Goodbye...
Your mutters are meaningless that drift through my ears, do I feel like this because of this deep hatred I feel for you that seems almost darker than myself? Why do you hide here under the surface with me. Theirs no one to stop us from going to the top of our home. A place where the light shows then maybe you can be with the angels you yearn to be with.
So insignificant
Sleeping dormant deep inside of me
Are you hiding away lost
Under the sewers
Maybe flying high in the clouds
I've never seen you smile with me around, but I see you all joyful when I hide from you. Why do you hate me? Is it because so many people used to be sad when our family was dying out. Is that the only reason you keep me alive? So I can protect what past generations have protected for thousands of years.
Perhaps you're happy without me
So many seeds have been sown in the field
And who could sprout up so blessedly
If I had died
If I was never born into this family than I would have to be unhappy because I know you will never hear me say and words of sympathy. I search my heart for any kind of feelings that aren't dark and consumed with hate. What you have put me through I don't know if I was ever in the light. The light has turned into darkness of pure unhappiness.
I would have never felt sad at all
You will not hear me say I'm sorry
Where is the light
I wonder if it's weeping somewhere
I know you will pass on soon into the afterlife for your breathing is shallow, and I can see how hard your trying to keep your eyes open. I now this the end for you and now I have something for you to hear before you go. I open my mouth to have the words flow out that I left unheard.
"Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (goodbye)
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry (oh well)
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes (goodbye)
Goodbye...
Goodbye..."
