Hey sorry it took me so long to post this but I've had a severe case of walking into things- also known as vertigo. Once again, sorry but enjoy.

Right, so just to let you all know… the Bella in this story is based on me…kinda. I love soccer and live in the UK. The school she attends, people she plays soccer with and team she plays for are all real, and once again, play a major part in my life. I'm sorry for everyone who wanted I've moved on, so should you but either your votes came in too late or my computer hates me and showed them after the result had been put up. Anyways.

For a start, I am English, therefore cannot be Stephanie Meyer. Nor would I want to be, I like who I am. Although what would I give to be able to say that some of the characters are mine coughJaspercough. sigh oh well. So on with tale…

BPOV

How did I get here? Here; in the middle of a muddy training pitch, rain falling around me, making my tears invisible. OK, so I'm not so dumb that I don't know how I physically got here, just in the position I am now in. Six months ago my life was so much easier.
Six months ago my four best friends were alive.
Six months ago I was watching my cousin getting married.
Six months ago I was leaving for a tour of America with my soccer team.
Six months ago I had never met the Cullen's.
Six months ago I had never fallen in love.
Six months ago I had a heart.
And now, I had been given another one. He had given me his whole heart, offered it to me on a platter. And what had I done? Me and my stupid big mouth. I had taken his heart and I had crushed it. I had accepted the offering and then tore it up in front of him. I had destroyed him. The look on his face as he walked away will haunt me forever. The hard, emotionless look his eyes had taken on as he turned away from the one that had broken him. The one who had broken him: me.
My resolve hardened as I realized what I had to do. I had to show him that I loved him back and was just scared. I had to follow him home.

Home. Home is where the heart is after all. So wherever he is, that is my home.

EPOV

So, here I was again. Again I was watching the annoying air hostess as she flirted with me from her station a small way down the aisle. For the second time in two days I was on a plane. Only this time I was flying away from my love, my Bella, not towards her. Well, she's not my Bella anymore. Yes, my heart will always belong to her but she chose to crush it. I know that her heart has never and will never belong to me in return, as much as I wish it did. But it didn't matter. Although my heart will always be with her, I will not be the one to mope for the love I lost. Instead, I, Edward Cullen, will continue along my life course, move on, marry some beautiful girl, have children and settle down. Prove to Bella that she is missing out on a great life and that it is possible for me to change.
No, you are not trying to prove anything to her anymore. She doesn't want you and that is that. So stop thinking about it. Think of all the girls you can get with now she is gone.
Ok, so enough with the trying to prove Bella wrong. I will go to Uni, have a new girl every week, never settle down and get a great, well paid job that means I can afford all the girls and tools to impress them.
But you will always know that the one girl you want to impress doesn't want you.
I groaned. I hate it when I'm right. As my eyes closed I saw her on that pitch and heard her angelic voice in my head as she told me the truth. How could she hurt me so much? She knew she was showing affection and yet she didn't stop when she realised that she didn't feel the same way. The final thought I had before drifting off for the eight hour flight home was;

Oh Bella, why couldn't you love me?

So there we are...finally. Chapter one.Sara tried to update while i was ill but couldn't get onto my account or find the document. It should be sooner that i update but in less than 2 weeks I am going to Morocco for ten days so there might be a wait then. Anyway I'm not going to force you to review or anything, although I wouldn't mind...gives me something to do during business studies. I hope you enjoyed it and i will update as soon as possible.

Tash XxX
Sara xJBx