Sam's perspective

Chapter 1: Deans just protecting me in his own twisted way.

Well Im off to see dean again. I don't know how happy he will be to see me though. We had a fight about who would go on the plain and who would drive. I just hate how he dose that. He says he likes something then when it comes to do it, he backs away like he's afraid or something. I know he's not. He hides his pain after all and just about any emotion. That gets really annoying. I have no choice but to tell him if I'm in pain or hurt because he made a promise to dad to protect me no mater what. I can't hide my pain and it's a good thing I can't.

I don't care how much he hates me, I just wanna see my brother and fight monsters together. I'm not sure how he's doing with that though he hasn't texted me in a wile. I'm getting nervous that something's happened to him and I don't know what. I want to know if he's ok.

Ok I just got a text from him. It reads...

Dean: Dear Sam I know you are probably worried about me and I understand that, but you don't have to be worried. It is just the #!*% wound that is bugging me and slowing me down. Dean

Sam: Dean that is not good! I just hope this flight is close to being over so I can help you.

Dean: Well that is what I hope to.

Sam: Wait! So! You mean to say that you aren't mad at me?

Dean: What for?

Sam: Our fight about the drive and the flight.

Dean: Naaaa. Why would I still be mad about that?

Sam: Well you don't like flying and I wanted to drive. It's just been hanging over my shoulder this whole time.

Dean: Classic Sam every one. Well I'll see you at the house dude.

Sam: Ok see you there.

And that was the end of our conversation. I had no idea what I was in for back at 'the house'. But I just wanted to see my brother and know that he was really ok. Because who knows he could be lying in the texts he sends me. But that is classic Dean.

Some times Dean can be really good at protecting me though. Like he will take blows that were supposed to hit me. Instead he will jump in front of me and take the hit. Me, being his brother, I do the same. But all I get back for it is him saying "I wish you hadn't went and done that Sam you could've been killed. You keep that sword there and don't pull it out of your stomach!" he'll go on and on about that promise and how if I got hurt he would never be able to live with himself. I know he's just protecting me though and I guess I can't blame him. Deans just protecting me in his own twisted way.

End of chapter 1