Hey guys! So this is my new story, is not finished yet so I'll upload soon. Hope you enjoy it. Reviews are always welcome.
P.S. Nothing of this belong to me!
Save me
I'm home!
Bo thought as get to her house .She opened the door and walk inside. She looked around, everything was in the same place that she left except for a few woods on the wall that were missing and the big pile of dirty pots in the sink.
- BoBo! – Her thoughts were cut off by Kenzi jumping on her and giving her a strong hug. – Thanks God you're ok. I was so worried. – The small brunette said with tears in her voice.
- Hey Kenz…- Bo hugged her tight when she heard the pain in her best friend voice – I'm ok. I'm here now. – She pulled away from her to look in Kenzi's blue eyes – Everything is fine now.
- I missed you so very much! – Kenz couldn't stop the tears from falling and Bo hugged her again
- I missed you too Kenz! – They stayed like that for a while. Hugging each other saying how much they missed another. At some point they were sitting on the couch and Bo was listening Kenzi tell her everything that happened since the last time they saw each other. Kenzi cried a little more when she told Bo about how she couldn't remember her, Bo held her close and stroked her back until she was able to continue the tell.
When she finished, Bo told her the little that she remember about her time out. How she was ran through the woods, told her about the family that was been haunting by the jumper and even about the "marriage '' with Dyson.
- WHAT!? – Kenzie practically jumped out the couch – You and D-man are married? Holly shit! это безумие. Как это случилось? Вы сошли с ума сразу? – she started to talk in Russian
- Kenz! – Bo got up from the couch and slapped her in the face
- Ow! What the hell?
- Sorry! You were doing that Russian thing again. What the hell were you saying? I didn't understand a single word.
- Oh, sorry. – she says sarcastically - Let me translate for you. ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND? WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?
- Wow. Kenz can you fucking calm down so I can finish explain this shit for you. - Kenzi was about to protest when they heard footsteps coming from behind them.
- Kenzi is everything ok? – asks Tamsin that was sleeping on Bo's room until she heard the screams
- Oh, sorry, we wake you. Don't need to worry Tam-Tam.
- Kenz, what's Tamsin doing here? – Bo was confused. Not that she didn't like that Tamsin was there, she was just surprise.
- Who's this girl Kenz and why was she screaming with you? – Tamsin was concerned she never saw Kenzi yell with no one before
- What the hell is going on? Why is she calling you "Kenz"? Is she ok, because the last time I checked you two didn't like each other that much. And why did she call me "this girl"? – Bo was really confuse
- Ok. Let's answer a question for time, shall we? – She looked to the blond - Come here Tam-Tam. - And Tamsin came and the three of them sat on the couch – Tamsin remember that I told you about my BFF? – Tamsin nodded - Well, let me introduce you Bo…my best friend /sister/savior. – She smiled at Bo as she spoke and Bo smiled back
- Oh…Hi. Is nice to meet you. I'm Tamsin. – she says extending her hand to Bo with a beautiful smile on her lips.
For some reason Bo melted into that smile. She felt her heart beat a little faster than the usual. She smiled and took Tamsin hand, and almost immediately felt her skin burn. Wow she thought that's new.
- Hi Tamsin. Is nice to see you again. – she says but didn't let go of Tamsin's hand
- Again? – Tamsin was confused - Do we know each other?
- You don't remember me? – Bo ask
- No. Do I know you? – Tamsin was starting to get nervous so she held Bo's hand a little tighter.
- Hey is okay Tamsin. – Bo says softly and sends a few waves of charm through the Valkyrie's system
- What…are you doing to me? – Tamsin was calm now so Bo stopped the waves
- Just calming you down. Kenzi what's going on?
Kenzi was quiet, she was watching them. She saw how easy Bo made the Valkyrie calm down, and she believed that wasn't just because the waves of charm. There's something going on here. She thought but didn't say anything.
- Bo…Tamsin was reborn. That's why she can't remember you now. – she saw Bo raise an eyebrow in confusion – Remember that I told you that the Valkubaby here drove out the cliff with the wolf boy? – Bo nodded - Technically the old Valkubitch died in the accident… and then after a few days looking we found one cute little Valkyrie in the woods. She grew up and became this sweet, sweet Valkyrie here. – she said giving Tamsin a kiss on the cheek
- I am not sweet. – Tamsin growled
- Now, that's the Tamsin I know. – Bo says giggly – So what now? She will remember me, right?
- Yes BoBo, she will. She just need some time. Trick said that her memory will came back slowly, but it will come back.
- Ok. There's something that we can do to help her?
- Yep. Trick said that we have to take care of her, keep her save and strong. And we also have to teach her how to control her powers.
- And how the hell we do this? After all we are just a succubabe and a human. How do we teach a pretty bad ass Valkyrie to control her thing?
- No idea. Yo, maybe we should take her to the Dal.
- Kenz! She has just reborn and you want take her to a bar?
- No! I mean yes, but no. We can take a look on Trick's books to see if we find something.
- Wow, since when you are all smart ass?
- Well….let's say that I've spend too much time with Trick.
- Ok. Let me just change my clothes and we can go.- she got up and headed to her room. About ten minutes later she came back to the living room. – Let's go.
The three of them get into Bo's old Camaro and headed to the Dal. Bo was driving with Kenzi by her side and Tamsin in the back seat. Tamsin has been quite since their little chat in the house. She was think about all the things that she heard back there…she didn't know why, but all that stuff was so familiar to her, though she couldn't remember why. Every now and then Bo looked at her by the rearview and in one time their look met. She felt her body burn and her stomach roll. What the hell? Why was she feeling like this? Why the succubus has this effect on her? Suddenly she felt a strong headache, it looks like her head was about to explode and she screamed.
- Tamsin? What's going on? Are you ok? – Bo ask concerned and pulled over the car.
- My…head…aaaagh. – she was in a terrible pain.
Bo didn't know how, but when she realize she already was in the back seat with the Valkyrie in her arms.
- I'm here. I'm here don't worry. – she whispered to her
- My head…aaaagh…..please make it stop! – Tamsin was in an agonizing pain. Flashes were running through her mind, different scenes showing in front her eyes. She was cover by sweat by now. The pain kept going and then she felt a warm sensation ran through her body. It was Bo. With some effort she saw the succubus sending waves on her and it calmed her down.
- It's ok babe. I'm right here. Just breathe. – Bo whispered as she holds her tight.
Kenzi was on the passages door looking at them. In the middle of all the situation she stayed away and let Bo do her thing. Now she was watching them. They looked so involved in each other that they barely notice her. Tamsin was with her head buried on Bo's neck and the succubus was holding her as closer as she could. After some time Kenzi broke the silence
- Are you ok Tam-Tam?
- Yes. – she says with her head still buried on Bo's neck – It was…I-I…I remember a few things now.
- And what do you remember? – Bo ask but didn't let her go
- The cliff. – she says and sat up. Still Bo kept holding her by the waist – I remember being on my truck with Dyson, then I tried to run over some guy. Then we fell.
- You remember anything else? – Bo ask
- Just pieces. I was in some weird place before we run to the cliff. – she tried remember all that she could – There were someone with me on some cell. I can't remember who. – she tried harder but nothing – I can't remember.
- Hey it's ok. – Bo said – Just give some time. You are ok?
- Yes. Just need an aspirin.
- We can arrange that. – Bo smiled at her then she went back to the driver sit. A few minutes later they were at the Dal. The bar was empty after all it was noon. Trick was in the counter polishing his glasses when they came in.
- The bar is closed. – he says without look at them
- Even for you granddaughter? – Bo says smiling
- Bo! – he says and came give her a hug – Where were you? We all were so worried.
- I don't remember where I was. But I'm here now, safe and sound.
- Yeah. That's the more important thing. – he looked at Kenzi and Tamsin standing behind her and asked – So, what can I do for you?
- We want take a look in your books to see if there's anything take we can do to help Tamsin.
- I've already told Kenzi that her memories will come back slowl-
- It's not about her memories. – she cut him off – It's about her powers. Kenz said, that you said that we need to teach her to control it.
- Oh. Yes. Go ahead; you can look wherever you want. – he looked at Tamsin – You're ok?
- Yes, just headache because the memories. – she said
- So you remember? – he said
- Just pieces.
- Oh. I'm gonna find you some aspirin.
- Make better, give me some vodka. – she said and walked to the counter
- You sure you don't remember everything? – he said laughing and went put her a drink.
- What is it with you and vodka? – Bo asked as she and Kenzi sat next to the Valkyrie on the counter
- Huh?
- Oh, right you don't remember. – she observed – Is just that you always drink vodka. Every single time you are here you drink only and exclusively the same drink: vodka.
- Well, what can I say? I like it rough. – she said with a smirk
- Wow, looks like you're back to how you were. – she smiled. She kind liked the fact that the Valkyrie that she knew was coming back. Not that she didn't like this side of Tamsin, she just prefer the tough and stubborn side of her. But seeing she smirk like that kind make her hungry.
Put your shit together Bo! - she thought She's not food. She's much more than that.
A few more drinks then they went to tricks inner chamber and started to research about the Valkyries and everything about them. After some hours of study Kenzi had fell asleep on the couch and Bo and Tamsin were sit side by side behind it. They had found some cool things about Tamsin's specie. They stayed in silence the whole time, until Tamsin broke it.
- So…we know each other. How come? – she asked
- Well, at first we didn't like each other. But then some things happened and here we are. – Bo said
- We are friends then?
- Almost.
- Almost? – now she was intrigued
- Yeah, well, we never had this conversation before. I think I could say that we are friends. – Bo was intrigued with herself. The idea of being them friends didn't make her happy. Was like she wanted more than be just a friend for Tamsin.
- Why can't you tell for sure that we're friends? – Tamsin wanted to know
- It's complicated.
- Try me.
- Okay, hum, we've never been close, you always tried to push me away from you and I don't know why. But at the same time you were always there. When I needed someone there were you, right beside me .Even when you didn't need too. – she looked at her – Why? Why you were always there? – she rested her forehead on Tamsin's and whispered – Please, tell me why?
- Because…- she started and then everything came to her, all the moments that they spend together, all the times that she was there for her, the kiss, the bathtub, the fight on Taft's compel, everything.
- Why? – Bo asked again
- Because…- she says putting her hand to Bo's face – Because you needed me. That's why I was always there.
- Tamsin? – Bo looked at her. She couldn't' believe. Her Tamsin was back. Her stubborn Valkyrie was back.
- Hey there succu- she was cut by Bo's lips on hers. At first she was surprise, but it didn't take long for her to kiss Bo back. It was a sweet soft kiss at first, just lips pressing lips. Then Bo deepened the kiss letting her tongue run on Tamsin's bottle lip before enter her mouth. Tamsin moaned at the first contact and that set Bo on fire. She slowly ran her hands on the blond sides exploring every each of her body. Tamsin lay down with Bo on top of her. Her hands reached Bo's shirt and she was about to pull it off when they heard some coming. They set side by side again and pretend to read the books on their hands when the person reached the chamber.
- Bo? Tamsin? – said a male voice
- Behind the couch – said Bo
- There you are.- Dyson simile at her. – Tamsin. – he nodded at her
- Wolf. – she nodded back
- Oh, so you remember now?
-Yep.
- Well, welcome back partner.
- Is good to be back.
- So what the two of you are doing?
- We…were looking some information about Valkyries power so we could help Tamsin to control hers. – Bo said
- Aaah, find something useful?
- A lot of things actually.
- Cool. Bo I'm here to take you out for a dinner. – he admitted
- And that's my clue. – Tamsin got up and walked out the chamber
Bo watched the Valkyrie walk away and she felt a strong willingness to go after her, but she stayed and looked at Dyson instead.
- Take me for dinner?
- What? I can't take my wife for a romantic dinner? – he said smiling
- Wow, wow. Wife? What the hell are you talking about? – she got up of the ground
- What do you mean what I'm talking about? I'm talking about you, my wife. We got married remember?
- Hold on there Dyson. We didn't married. Noah and the jumper got married. We are just friends remember? I'm in love with someone else remember?
- What? Who? I will kill whoever it is.
- Dyson are you ok? Did that Clio girl did something with you? We both know that I'm with Lauren. Or at least was with her.
- Lauren….- surely a strong pain hit him. Of course. Clio must have have locked his memories. – Aaaagh, my head.
- You're ok?
- Yes. Sorry Bo. Clio must have made something with me. Lauren…we have to find her.
- Yes. Do you have any clue that may lead us to her?
- No, but I will look everywhere until we find her. I'm gonna go to the police station see what I can find. – he headed to the door and said to her – Don't worry we will find her, after all we have the best detective.
- Yeah. Tamsin will find her in a blink of eyes. – she said smiling
- Well, I was talking about me, but if you think Tamsin is the best I'll take her with me. – he said laughing and walking away.
Minutes later Tamsin and Dyson were in the police station looking for any clue of Lauren. Dyson had run her phone number on the computer trying to find her location, but nothing. Tamsin had found some clues about a woman that may be or may not be Lauren. She was checking then when Dyson broke the silence.
- How much do you remember? – he asked
- Everything. Why? – she didn't look at him
- I was thinking that maybe you could explain why you tried to run over that guy in the road.
- That's a long story wolf.
- Good thing is that we have a lot of time.
- No, we don't. I think I may have found the good Doc.
- What? – he got up and came to her
- I found this. Is a report about a missing woman named Amber. She worked in a café a few hours from here.
- Why do you think is Lauren?
- Look at the picture. – Dyson looked. Was a picture of a ginger woman, tall, brown eyes, about 27-29 years.
- Lauren. – he agreed – Where is this place?
- Is a small town 3 hours from here.
- Well, I guess is time for us to make a visit. Let's go.
The both of them get in Dyson's car and headed to the town. At first they were in silence, but then Dyson broke the silence again.
- I think we should call Bo. – he said
- Are you mad? – she almost yelled
- Why? After all is her girlfriend.
- Exactly! Is her girlfriend. - Tamsin's heart broke as soon the words run out her mouth – If we don't find anything she will go all crazy, or worse. You know how she reacts in these situations. Her heart always speaks more loudly than her head. – She said. And that's why she's so…perfect. She thought.
- You're right.
A little more of silence then Dyson again.
- Tell me why you run over that guy. Better who was that guy? – he asked
- He…he's Bo's father. – Dyson raised a eyebrow – He's know by a lot different names, but to Valkyries he is The wandered or Death.
- Bo's father is Death?
- Yep. I think you know the story about him, right?
- Yes I know the story. But I always thought they were just stories.
- Well…they all true.
- And where do you fit on this?
-I…Like you know I'm trouble and this kind awoke his interest in me. After a while Bo's father show up and hired me for a job. He sent me for the Morigan as a cover. The truth is that I was sent here to find a certain warrior to him. The warrior is Bo.
- What? - Dyson said braking the car sharply
- Dude! – Tamsin said as she almost hit her head – Are you crazy? – Dyson got out of the car and run to her side. He opened the door so abruptly that almost rip it off. He took her by the hair and threw her out of the car. She saw his face change to a beast feature.
- You're here to take Bo to him? – he yelled
- Yes. That's my mission. – she said before he hit her heavily on the face. She tasted blood in her mouth and raised her hand to clean and spit it out. – Go ahead. Beat me, but know that I would never give Bo to him.
- Don't bullshit me Tamsin. – he said and kicked her in the belly – I don't bay that you wouldn't give her to him. – and he kicked her again.
- That enough! – she said and got up changing her face to a skeletal form sending all doubt that she could through him. – You gonna lay low wolf.
- No! – Dyson said trying to fight her, but Tamsin was stronger. He end up on the ground.
- Good. – she said changing back.- Now, let's talk like civilized people, shall we?
- Why should I believe in whatever you say? – he said angrily
- Because is truth. – Looked into his eyes as she said – I will not give Bo to him. I will do anything to keep him away from her even if I have to die in the process. Do you understand me?
- Why? – he was confuse now – Why you…
- Why I'm not gonna give her to him? It's simple wolf, she don't deserves such fate.
- Bullshit! – he got up – You would not give up your own life just because fate. There's something else. Tell the truth Tamsin.
- Which truth Dyson? – she said and walked away – Why can't you just stay with what I've told you?
- Because you still hide something Tamsin. And if you wanna be a part of us-
- I don't want to! – she yelled – You people is the one that keep dragging me into this. I didn't ask any of you to be my friend-
-But we are. Tamsin we're your friends. And no matter how harder you try to push us away, we will always-
- What? Beat me down without even listen what I have to say like you just did?
- I'm sorry about that. I-I lost control, it won't happen again.
- Whatever.
- Tamsin, please tell me the truth. What happened for you change your mind?
- Bo….Bo happened.
- What do you mean?
- I mean that I'm completely in love with that stubborn succubus. – she admitted
- Oh. – was all that Dyson could say.
Bo and Kenzi were back at home. Kenzi was in the couch watching a terror move and Bo was in the kitchen, with a bottle of wine, lost in her thoughts. Kenzi came to the kitchen make more popcorn and saw the distant expression in her face.
- What's going on in that beautiful mind of yours huh? – she asked sitting beside her
- Just thinking. – Bo sighed
- About? – Kenzi knew that always when Bo was thinking and she sigh, she had something troubling her.
- Me and Lauren. Tamsin…- she sighed again
- Okay…- Kenzi knew exactly where this conversation would go
- I think…Kenzi I think that Lauren and I are over. – that thought hurt her
- And why do you think that?
- Because I think I may be in love with Tamsin? – Bo admitted
- Oh…again, why do you think that?
- I don't know Kenz. Every time I'm with her I-I…
- Let go? – Kenzi suggested
- Yeah. It's…I don't know. She's honest and straight, she says everything that she has to say without mince, she's stubborn and she can push all my buttons down. Sometimes I don't know if I want to slap her or fuck her.
- Wow pretty intense
- You tell me. But at the same time she…- she smiled a little – She can be sweet, and gentle, and vulnerable….I really think-
- Ok BoBo, you are thinking too much.- Kenzi cut her – I can't believe that I'm going say that but…what your heart is telling you?
- Wow, so cliché. – Bo said giggly
- I know. – Kenzi laughed – But answer me.
- My heart…- she made a pause - My heart is as much confuse as my head.
- No, he's not. You just don't have the courage to admit what he's saying.
- Are you calling me a coward? – Bo raised an eyebrow
- No…never. I'm just saying that you are afraid of what he is telling you.
- I-I…
- It's okay Bo. – she said and took Bo's hands on hers – Everyone, every now and then feel afraid. Is perfectly normal.
- I guess…I just feel that with Tamsin things are a lot more different then with Lauren.
- How come?
- Lauren is sweet, and delicate, and loving. I fell in love with her since the very beginning. She has this amazing ability to keep me in love with her. At the same time…we're so different…I'm fae and she's human. I'm sex demon . I can't survive feeding only from her and she can't deal with that very well. – she was sad about that
- And Tamsin? – Kenzi asked
- Tamsin….- she smiled – Tamsin is Tamsin. She's a bitch. She does a lot of shit and always lives me hanging on. – Kenzi laughed – But…she's always there. She is different. She makes me want her and hate her at the same time. She doesn't demonstrate but she cares a lot. When she kiss me… I feel like my body is on fire. Yes, she did a lot of bad things, but she is one of the good ones.
- I see.
- What do you see?
- Looks like you are divided between the right and the unknown.
- Good call. And what am I going to do?
- For now, finish this wine bottle. – she smiled – About your dilemma….talk to them. Be honest with the both of them and with yourself. I don't like see you that way. – she hugged her.
- You're a freaking genius. – Bo said to her.
- Yeah. I am amazing. – they both laughed.
A few hours later Bo and Kenzi were on the kitchen trying to cook when Dyson got into the house, followed by Tamsin, who was bringing a person by the hair.
- Bo? – called Dyson
- I'm here. – she saw Tamsin holding a blonde woman by the hair and asked – What the hell is going on?
- Bo met your girlfriend lover. – Tamsin said. Bo's chin dropped.
- Wha….what? – she stammer
- Hold on a sec. You are saying that Lauren, the good Doc, cheated Bo?
-Damn right. – Tamsin said tugging the blonde's hair. She looked around and saw Kenzi gaping, Dyson with a cold expression and Bo…she was a mix of confusion, shock and angry. She doesn't deserve this. Tamsin thought.
Bo came to the kneeling blonde and looked her in the eye as she spook
- Who are you? – she ask with a cold voice
- Crystal. – the blond says in a weak voice
- Do you know Lauren?
- Yes. I do. – she said with fear
- From where?
- She…she worked with me for some time.
- Where is she?
- I-I…- she started to stutter
- Listen to me very carefully. – Bo said and brougth her hand to Crystal's throat and speaking with a very iced voice – Don't even think in lie to me. You don't know me… so let me tell you something about me, I really hate when people lie to me. So this is the last time I'm going to ask. WHERE…IS…SHE? – she said giving intonation to every world.
- If I were you blond…- Tamsin said and got on her knees – I would said everything to her. Believe me; you don't wanna make her angrier. – Crystal looked from Tamsin to Bo, as she did she saw Bo's eyes turn to blue.
- I-I really don't know where she is. – Bo squeezed her neck a bit and continued with some difficult – All I know is that some guy showed up in my door asking for her I told him that she was gone and then he make me look for her. – she stopped
- And? – Bo said squeezing her neck a litter more
- We found her in the road. Then he knocked me out and took her. I swear that's all that I know.
- This guy, how did he look like?
- Tall, black hair, black eyes, he also has a goatee and wear leather clothes.
- Vex! – they all said at the same time.
- I told you everything. Please let me go. – she begged
- One more question, then I'll let the detectives decide your fate.- Bo saw Tamsin smirk
- Ok. What's the question?
- Did you sleep with my girlfriend? Be honest. – she saw the fear in Crystal's eyes and knew the answer, but she need hear it be said.
- Yes…yes I did sleep with her. – Crystal said crying.
Bo slapped her so strongly, that the girl's cheek got red immediately.
- That's for sleeping with my girlfriend. – she looked at Tamsin and said – She's all yours. – Then sha walked to her room.
- Kenzi? – Tamsin called the gothic girl who was frozen during the events
- Huh? Oh…what? – she said
- Bo needs you. Go.
- You got it. – she said going up stair.
- Now, what we gonna do with her? – Dyson asked. He had a feeling that he really would not like the answer for that question.
- Oh dear, - she said and got up staying behind the girl – There is a very simple solution for this little problem – she said putting her hands on Crystal's jaw
- Please. I promise that I will not tell anyone about this.- she cried – Please let me go.
- Tamsin…I think we should take her to the police station and get her arrested. – Dyson said
- You wanna know how I'm so sure that you or even the not so good Doc are better for Bo them me? – she said
- Why? - He asked
- Because I always do the wrongs decisions. – and with a quick movement she broke Crystal's neck letting her body fall to the ground.
- Tamsin! – Dyson said getting to his knees checking the lifeless body.
- See. – she said and walked out letting he to take care of everything.
Kenzi was holding a crying Bo in her arms. She still was little bit shocked for what she has just heard, she couldn't believe that Lauren has cheated Bo. She thought that they love each other, yes they were in a brake and yes Bo may be or not in love with Tamsin, but still it was harder to believe. Bo was in pieces in her arms right now. She has never saw her friend so sad and it really hurt her a lot.
At first when Tamsin said that Crystal was Lauren's lover she didn't believe, but then when she confirmed and the reality hit her she felt a strong desire to rip off Lauren's head. That damn Doc. she coursed Let me put my hands on her.
- Kenz? – Bo called in a weak voice
- Yes honey. – she said lowly
- I think…this is the end. – Bo said in a crying voice – I guess…even if I find her, there's not going back to us. – she started to cry again
- I'm so sorry BoBo. – Kenzi held her more strongly – I know that you really loved her.
- It…it hurts too much.
- I know sweet…I know.- she kissed Bo's head
- I never thought…why? Why she did this to me Kenzi? – Bo cried even more strongly and Kenzi just held closer until she fell asleep.
It was a little more than 8:00pm when Kenzi heard a knock on the door. She walked down stair and opened the door and found Tamsin .
- Tamsin. Come in. – she said
- How is she? – Tamsin asked. Kenzi could see the concerned in the blonde's face
- Broken. – Kenzi admitted – She is really hurt Tamsin. – she said sitting in the couch.
- She's awake? – Tamsin set beside her
- No. She cried until fall asleep.
- You think she will get over it?
- I don't know. – Kenzi said looking in her eyes – You're really worried, don't you?
- I…is just…- she tried without succeed answer
- It's fine Tamsin. I know that you are in love with her. – she saw Tamsin's eyes wiled– I'm not blind Tamsin. I see the way you look at her.
- Is that obvious? – Tamsin asked in a low voice
- You really suck at hiding your feelings. – Tamsin smiled
- Look Kenzi…- she started – I am not gonna try anything. I am not good to her. She's better without me.
- Is she? – Kenzi asked
- What do you mean? – Tamsin was confuse
- Look how she is now. She's broken. She's hit rock bottom. You…you her only chance.
- But Dyson-
- Dyson is out of the picture. Yes, he still likes her, but they will not get back together.
- Kenzi…I am not a good choice, trust me. I always screw up. And I don't wanna hurt her.
- You should give yourself more credit. – Kenzi looked at her – Answer me something, will you?
- What?
- Who was the only person who believed in Bo when I was missing?
- Kenzi…
- Answer.
- Me. – sha said
- Who was the one that helped Bo with her dawning invitation?
- Me.
- And who was the one that send her boss to hell because she didn't want Bo to get hurt?
- Me. But…- once again she was cut by Kenzi
- No "buts" Tamsin. – Kenzi said – You are the only one that she has. Please don't let her suffer. Please…save her.
Tamsin was about to answer when they heard a noise coming from upstairs.
- She's awake. – Kenzi said and got up
- No. – Tamsin said stopping her. – I'll go. – With that she got up and walked to the stairs.
When Tamsin got to Bo's room she saw her lying in bed with her face buried in the pillow to suppress the cry. Tamsin's heart broke into pieces. She approached and sat on the bed, then she took Bo's face in her hands like fragile porcelain, as if it were the most precious thing in the world, and without say a world she held her in her arms. Bo didn't say anything or tried to push her away, on the contrary she moved even more close to her and buried her head in Tamsin's neck and just stayed there, sometime crying other times just quite until they both fell asleep.
The next morning Tamsin woke up with Bo in her arms. She slowly ran her fingers in Bo's face putting some hair behind her ear. She saw marks of tears running down her cheek and stroked them affectionately.
- I promise I'll never let anyone hurt you this way ever again. – she whispered and pulled Bo more closer. She didn't move or even tried to, she stayed there holding Bo in her arms, caressing her and making sure no one would bother her. When Bo woke up she didn't let her go she saw her slowly move her head up to look at her and smiled.
- Hey. – Tamsin said and smiled at her
- Hey. – Bo said only
- Hum…I know is a stupid question but…How you're feeling?
- I'm feeling broke. – she said sadly
- You're will be okay. – Tamsin said caressing her face – I promise.
- You can't promise that. – Bo said lying into the her touch
- Yes, I can and I am. – she affirmed
- How can you be so sure? – Bo ask
- Because you are the strongest person I know. You're the most incredible person I know. You have a friend that loves you, a wolf that would do anything that you ask, you have a grandfather that is a freak Wikipedia and is the fucking blood king. – Bo smiled for the first time.
- You forgot yourself. – now Tamsin was the one to smile
- And you have me…a pretty bad ass Valkyrie that would do anything for you….because I can't stand see you like that. – she sighed and Bo buried her head in her neck again.
- You will stay here, right?
- Yes, I will stay.
- Promise something?
- Whatever you want.
- Promise that you will make me whole again. Promise that you will always be here.
- Look at me – Tamsin said and she did – I promise, and I promise that I will never let anyone hurt you in any way ever again.
The pass few weeks were difficult for all of them. Tamsin as she had promised she stayed in the clud house. She would wake up every night to the sound of cries of Bo. After some time she decided it was best to sleep with Bo so she could be always there to her. She spend her mornings and afternoons in the police station helping Dyson with some cases and his quest for Lauren; at night she always came straight home to find that Bo still stock in her bedroom.
Kenzi was always at Bo's side, hugging her, caressing her, comforting her, feeding her with ice-cream and wine always accompanied by silly love songs.
Dyson called every five minutes to check if Bo was fine. Every now and then he asked Tamsin about her. And Trick visit then every day, with hope of finding his granddaughter as she was before.
This was one of those nights. Tamsin came home early, but before she went to the supermarket to buy some things that were missing, after all she was the one who actually worked in that house. Once through the door she saw Kenzi on the couch as usual, watching the Animal Planet.
- How is she? – she asked
- Oh…hey. – Kenzi turns to see her – She…still in the same way as you left.
- Aaaagh – Tamsin groaned
- Give her some time Tamsin. – Kenzi got up and came to her
- Time? It's almost a month Kenzi. – she took a deep breath - I know that she loved deeply the Doc, but…I can't see her that way anymore. It's killing me.
- So go there and give her a reason to stand up again. – she said looking into her eyes – Bring her back to life.
Tamsin said nothing; she just started to cook the dinner. Kenzi went back to the couch. Once she finished the dinner, Tamsin made her way to the bathroom. She took her time to fill the bathtub, and take her clothes off. She got into the water and let it wash her body as she got lost in her thoughts.
What the hell am I supposed to do? I am not an expert on motivation.
She sank a bit in the tub.
How am I supposed to bring her back? She doesn't even like that much…or does she?
Fuck!
She dipped her head under the water for a few moments, before emerging on the surface again.
Fuck this shit; I am going to bring that dumbass succubus back. I am going to bring MY Bo back.
With that in mind she got out of the bathtub and headed to the bedroom she shared with Bo. Bo was in the bed as always she moved her head as she saw Tamsin walk in wrapped in a towel that after a few seconds dropped into the floor. For a brief moment she let her eyes travel in the curves of Tamsin's naked body, her eyes shone blue for a few seconds before she turn her head from that lust vision. Tamsin saw all that and she kind of like it. Well, well, looks like I may have found a way to bring her back.
- Are you dressed? – Bo asked
- Why? You don't like what you see? – she tease getting dress
- I-I….- Bo couldn't speak
- You? – Tamsin teased a little bit
- I…- Bo cleaned her throat and turn around to look at her – I do.
- I know you do. – Tamsin says and sat on the bed beside her – After all I am fucking hot.
- Indeed – Bo laughed a little
- Tell me – Tamsin started more serious – When will you get out this room, huh?
- I…I don't know.
- Bo is been almost a month.
- I know Tamsin, but it still hurts.
- I know it hurts. I know. But there are people that miss you out there.
- Tamsin…I'm not ready yet.
- Look at me - she took Bo's face in her hands – I know you hurt, I saw every tear you've cried, – Bo's filled with tears – But you can't let this pain destroy you. Yes, you fell deeply, you are at rock bottom…but you have a choice, you can stay there feeling sorry for yourself or you can climb it and start over.
After that none of them spoke; Bo fell asleep in Tamsin's arms as usual and Tamsin held her tightly.
In the next morning Tamsin was in the kitchen making pancakes as Kenzi ate all the pancakes.
- Kenzi! – Tamsin groaned
- What? – says mouthful
- Stop eat everything! I still have to eat you know.
Kenzi couldn't answer because she was too shocked with Bo entering, she almost choked.
- Morning – Bo said
- BoBo! – Kenzi says jumping in her best
- Hi Kenzi. – Bo said laughing for the first time in a month
- So good see you out of that room.
- Is good to be out. – she looked at Tamsin – Good morning.
- So you decided to climb it, huh? – she smiled
- Yeah. – she said – Kenz for more that I love your hug, I think is time for you let go.
- Oh…ok. – she let of Bo and the both of them set at the table. – Bo, you knew that the valkbitch here can cook?
- That's new. – she said looking at the blond – How come?
- Well succubabe, I've been around a long time and I have to eat like anyone, so I learn.
- Hum. – Bo said only
- Can we keep her? – said Kenzi mouthful again
- I don't know. – she looked at Tamsin again – Can we keep you?
- Maybe. – she said smiling
- Yo, I think you should teach BoBo here how to cook.
- Excuse me? – Bo said
- Don't make it personal, but you suck at cook.
- Ow! You really hurt my feelings that way Kenz. – she said playful
- You will survive. – Kenzi laughed - What you think blond?
- I think that worth a try. – she nodded to the stove – Come. Let's see what you can do succulett.
Bo stood and went to her.
- What shall I do? – she asks
- Take the pan – she said and open path between her and the stove so Bo could approach
- Ok. What now?
- Now, - Tamsin said and stood behind – Now pour the batter into the pan – she said lowly and Bo did.
Bo head was reeling with the feeling of calm breathing on her neck.
- And now? – she asked breathless
- Let it fry for some time. – she said and brought her body as close as possible to Bo's.
Kenzi that was observing them, took her plate and stood up very slowly and headed to her room
I don't really need to see this! She thought
- Switch sides – Tamsin whispered and place one of her hands in Bo's and the other on her waist
- Gosh! – Bo said and leaned forward biting her lower lip.
Tamsin smirked
- It's burning. – Tamsin said sensually
- Hell yes. – Bo said feeling her hunger grow
- I'm talking about the pancakes. – she knew exactly what she was doing to Bo, and honestly, she loved the fact that she could mess with the succubus in such way.
- Forget about these damn pancakes. – she said turning around and pushing Tamsin on the table - I'm with another kind of hunger.
Bo's eyes turn blue and she owned Tamsin's lips. She kissed her hard, her hands running all over the blonde's body, touching and squeezing every each of it. She run her tongue on Tamsin's bottom lip asking for entrance that was immediately guaranteed; Tamsin moaned at the first touch and that send Bo over the edge. Her hunger was consuming her, but she did not want to give into it yet, so she moved her lips to Tamsin's neck. Tamsin saw what she was trying to do and brought her face up so she could look her in the eye
- Feed. – she said lowly
- Not yet. – Bo said and kissed her again
Tamsin was overwhelmed. She couldn't think or breathe as she felt Bo's hands run under her shirt. Her body was on fire. Bo started unbuttoning her shirt running her fingers slowly in her skin. Tamsin's head fell back and she moaned again. This time Bo couldn't fight, her hunger was stronger and she fed. Tamsin felt the pull, but it wasn't painful or nasty; it was warm and very, very pleasurable. She lost herself in that feeling and then it stopped. She saw Bo rest her head back in her neck. Her breathe was warm and heavy.
- You took enough? – she asked breathless
- Yes. – Bo lied
- No, you didn't. – she raised Bo's face to look into her eyes – Why did you stop?
- I'm too hungry; I may end up hurting you.
- I'm a tough girl Bo. I can handle. Take what you need.
- You sure? – Bo really didn't want to hurt Tamsin.
- Yes. – she says looking into her eyes – I'm sure.
With that Bo kissed her again this time more gingerly and softly, taking her time to test her and run her hands over her perfect body, before fed.
Weeks have passed now and Bo was finally at her old self; the sweet and smiling succubus that everyone loved. She didn't spend her days in her room anymore. She was back at the Dal, she even went back to solve some cases here and there.
The hole in her chest was slowly being filled by her friends and a certain blond that she was growing to like more at everyday that pass. Tamsin and Bo spend a lot of time together. When don't weren't in home they were at the gym or at the Dal. Tamsin one day even took Bo to her peaceful place,
- I run to this place, when the world out there became too heavy for me to deal with.
She has told Bo. And she have to admit that she never thought that the world would be too heavy to Tamsin. She also have to admit that she was devolving really strong feelings for the blond, and that scared her a little bit, after all she just had her heart broke.
It was a Saturday night and Bo was in the kitchen feeling low when Tamsin came in.
- Oh God! – she said seeing Bo with a bottle of wine ,and some broken-hearted-girl songs playing , staring at her phone with that, too familiar, lost puppy eyes. Tamsin sighed. – Please tell me that you are not in that dead mood again. – she says sitting next to her
- I was looking for something in my phone – Bo took a sip from the bottle – And I found this. – she says giving her phone to Tamsin.
Tamsin took it and saw a picture of Bo and Lauren holding each other. Bo look happy at that time. She had that beautiful smile, which always made Tamsin's heart stop, in her face. If someone had told Tamsin a month ago that all this shit would happen, she probably would have knocked them down.
- Well… For your luck succubabe, - she says deleting the photo – Shits like that can always be erased – she came more close to Bo - And can always be replaced by a good thing. – she active the camera – Now, smile. – she laid a kiss on Bo's cheek and took a picture – There you go
Bo looked at the photo, was really good actually. She has that silly smile in her face that only Tamsin could make it come out.
- Thank you. – she says smiling
- Glad you better. – she took the bottle from Bo and filled her own glass – Now can we turn off the Broken-hearted-girl playlist ,please?
- Nope. –says laughing – I'm going to torture you a little bit longer.
Tamsin grunted but didn't say anything else. The two of them stayed like that for some time. Then Bo recognized the melody that has just started.
- This music is so beautiful. – she says taking another sip from the bottle.
Without say anything Tamsin got up and took Bo by the hand and leaded them to the center of the living room and slowly started to move their bodies as the lyrics started.
Settle down with me cover me up, cuddle me in lie down with me, yeah And hold me in your arms
Bo laid her head in Tamsin's shoulder and closed her eyes.
And your heart's against my chest your lips pressed to my neck I'm falling for your eyes but they don't know me yet and with a feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now
Tamsin closed her eyes and held Bo closer.
Kiss me like you wanna be loved you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved this feels like falling in love falling in love, we're falling in love
They sighed at the same time. And the music went on.
Yeah I've been feeling everything from hate to love, from love to lust, from lust to truth I guess that's how I know you so hold you close to help you give it up
Their hearts were beating fast as ever, their feelings craving to come out.
Bo raised her head and looked Tamsin in the eyes, being able to see everything in her eyes.
So kiss me like you wanna be loved
And Bo did. She kissed Tamsin with all her heart and soul. Tamsin didn't take long to kiss her back with the same wave of feelings. This wasn't just a kiss. No. It was so much more. It wasn't just lips on lips; it was heart and soul getting in touch. I was all feelings. It was pure and loving.
- Bo… - Tamsin whispered when she broke the kiss – We…I…I can't.
- What? – Bo asks breathless
- I can't do this. – she moved away from Bo
- Why not?
- It's complicate. - Leaned her head in the wall - You've been hurt before and I do not want you to go through this again.
- Tamsin… - Bo took a step closer - You won't hurt me.
- Yes, I will. – she turned around – One way or another I will end up hurting you.
- Don't say this.
- It's true. – she says sadly – It's what I do. When I like people I have to make then go away.
- You don't have to Tamsin. - Bo came closer and took her hands on hers – I'm going nowhere.
- You should.
- No…you're not pushing me away. – Bo said and kissed her again. She put in that kiss all her feelings, trying hopelessly show them to Tamsin.
- Don't do this. – Tamsin said breaking the kiss
- Why not? – Bo said with tears in her eyes. – Jesus Tamsin.
- It's too painful…is painful to know that…- she sighed – That I can't have you.
- What?
- You have no idea…how it hurt me see you cry every single night for that damn Doctor. – her eyes were full of tears – How were difficult for me to not go after that bitch, in whatever dirty hole in which she hides, and rip her heart out.
- Tamsin…- she was cut off
- No! Now you will listen. – she wiped her tears – I hated her so fucking much. Who the hell she thinks she is to do such thing to you? – Bo saw pure angry in Tamsin's eyes – I wanted to kill her so badly…but even if I had found her…I wouldn't be able to kill her. – she leaned her head on the wall as she had made early
- Why? – Bo asked coming closer to her
- Because of you. – she turned to see Bo – I could never hurt anyone you care about. – she sighed – You're the only person that I ever cared about Bo. I could never do that to you.
- Oh Tamsin…- Bo says hugging her
- The funny thing is that I always told myself that love wasn't for me, and then you show up and everything changes. – Bo pull away a little to look her in the eyes – I love you Bo. I love you in ways that I never thought was possible. – she leaned her forehead on Bo's – You have my heart in your hands. You're the only person that ever makes me feel this way. You turn my world upside down.
- I… - she was cut again
- I know you don't feel the same way. – she pulled away from Bo completely – That's why I can't do this. – she walked to the door – I will always be here for you Bo, but I'm not the right person to you.- she says leaving Bo alone.
The days that passed were the weirdest in Bo's life. Tamsin was ignoring her completely. She got up early and get home very late, most of the times Bo was already asleep. They barely talked and when they did was about some case that Bo or Tamsin was working on.
Bo was very upset with that situation. She has spent all her free hours, actually all her hours thinking about what Tamsin has told her. She knew that the blond has feelings for, but she never thought that they were so strong; but then she started to think of all the time when Tamsin had made something for her when she didn't need to. She coursed herself for not realize it before and now…now she had lost her chance…or maybe not.
- Fuck! – she throw a pillow on the wall
- Uh-oh. – Kenzi says as she gets in Bo's room – What's going on?
- Tamsin is going on.
- Okay…- she sat on the bed
- She's avoiding me.
- Why?
- Because she love me.
- Excuse me? – Kenzi was surprised
- She told me that she loved me – Bo laid down – And then she told me that she couldn't stay with me and since then she's avoiding me.
- Hum. - Kanzi said – And how do you feel about it?
- What do you mean?
- Okay….hum…let's try again. What do you feel for her? You have feelings for her right?
- Yes, I do have feelings for her. – She sighed – And it scare me a little bit.
- I didn't get it.
- I may be a little scare of having my heart broken again.
- Ooh. – Kanzi was quite for a few seconds then she looked Bo in the eye and said –Bo honey I do understand why you scared. Have a heart broke is not easy, but you can let it hunt you forever.
- I don't know Kenz.
- Bo…just because it burn doesn't mean you gonna die, you gotta get up and try.
- You're really using Pink to motivate me? – Bo laughed
- I can try Evanescence if you want to. – she says smiling
- Yeah?
- Yeah, but stay with Pink is more your thing.
- So what am I going to do?
- Do you really like-like her?
- Yes – she smiled – I do like-like her.
- Well…then go all succubus on her….- Bo opened her mouth to protest but Kenzi stopped her – I didn't mean charm or seduces her, but wouldn't be such bad idea. – Bo laughed – What I'm saying is throw her against the wall or get naked in from of her…I don't know, make her listen to you, tell her everything, show her that you love her.
- You're right. I will make her listen.
- That's my girl. – Kenzi high five her – And if none of this work then you charm her.
- Okay.- Bo said smiling
- So, when you gonna talk to her?
- Tonight.
- Okay…so I'm gonna go stay with Dyson then.
- You don't have to.
- I really don't need or want to listen the two of you go wild in this room.
- Kenzi! – Bo slapped her arm
- Ow! You know is true. You will and up in the bed at some point. Don't try to deny it.
- I have no intension of do these things before we have a real talk…so you can relax.
- Uhum…I still gonna go to Dyson's.
- Whatever.
After their conversation Kenzi called Dyson asking if she could stay with him for the night and he said yes. Bo took a long bath think of the conversation that she was going to have with Tamsin. After that she and Kenzi had dinner and Kenzi headed to Dyson house.
When Tamsin got home Bo was in her room. Tamsin did not talk with her as always, she went to the bathroom and took a long bath hoping that maybe when she went back to the room Bo would be asleep, but for her behave she was awake.
Great! She thought
- We need to talk. – Bo said
- I don't have nothing to talk to you about. – says losing the towel and getting in her PJ's
- You may not but I do. – Got up from the bed and walked to Tamsin
- I really don't want to listen. – she tried to pass for Bo but she shoved her against the wall and held her there.
- But you will. – she breathed. Tamsin sighed – You told me that you liked me, but you don't even gave me the chance to tell you what I feel – Bo saw Tamsin's eyes get soften - And yes, I do feel the same way. I know that you may think that I'm just saying this for pity but no…I really feel the same. – she lose her grip on Tamsin but she stayed closer to her – You Tamsin…you is the most complicate person that I know. – she laugh – You make me want you and hate you at the same time. You push all my buttons down; and you do a lot of shit.- she sighed – But you…you always were honest with me. And love that about you. And I also love the way you can be sweet and caring in a second and in the other you're a bad ass Valkyrie. And I love the fact that you love me because I love you too.
- What? – Tamsin could not believe on what she just heard and Bo laughed a little
- I love you Tamsin. – she laid her forehead on Tamsin's – You won my heart at the time you told me I was perfect…I just couldn't admit to myself. And then all this shit happened and you stayed by my side and this only made my feelings stronger.
- But…you cried for the Doc. – Tamsin still couldn't believe
- Yes, I did. – she looked her in the eye – I loved Lauren and what she did really hurt me. I was broken and you made me whole again. You held me every night and always told me I would be okay and at some point I started believe in that. – she saw Tamsin's doubts – This is real Tamsin. I'm right here.
- I…It's just…I- she was cut by Bo's lips on hers.
Bo kissed her softly. She had no intension in make this kiss look like she was desperate; she just wanted to show Tamsin that she was telling the true. And for the first time Tamsin allowed her heart to believe, to believe that this moment was true, to believe that Bo really loved her, that she was here in her arms kissing her.
- If this is a dream, I will kill the son of a bitch who tries to wake me. – Tamsin says breathless
- Is not a dream. – Bo smiled – I love you Tamsin.
- I love you too. – Tamsin said and kissed her again.
The kiss was softly and sweet. Both of them were lost in each other. Their feelings being told without need of words. When the need of air was too much they broke apart, but not completely.
- Make love to me Tamsin. – Bo asked lowly laying her forehead on Tamsin's
And Tamsin did. She made love with Bo with all her heart and soul. At some point in their third time making love Tamsin was on top of Bo thrusting deeply inside of her reaching places that no one was able to reach before. Bo was trembling beneath her.
Bo couldn't talk, barely able to breathe. She had her nails buried in Tamsin's back, she felt her body tense and she knew she was close. A few more deep thrusts and Bo came undone and Tamsin fell on top of her burying her head on Bo's neck. Their breath were heavy, their bodies were tired and cover by sweat.
Tamsin gets off of Bo and lay beside her trying to catch her breath, But the succubus don't stay away too long. She approaches and lay on her side laying her head on her chest. Tamsin held her closer and right berofe fall asleep she whispered
- I love you Bo Dennis.
- Love you too. - Bo mumbles with a smile in her face and the both of them fall asleep.