I can pretend it didn't happen
I can pretend I'm the same as before
I can pretend she's still with me and that she still cares for me
I can pretend I didn't feel for her as she did for me
Though every second she's away breaks my heart into smaller pieces
I've pretended this long haven't I?
Then why do I find this charade so hard to continue?
In the end, even I have to top pretending