hey again everyone, im surprised at how many people followed my story in one day. well i think this is a decent piece of work and i hope you enjoy.
Merlin was sat in the middle of the floor with his legs crossed, he was staring at the floor. A crimson pile of blood surrounded him, it was beginning to dry and stain the floor from how long it had been sitting there.
Merlin hoped that Gaius would not open the door, he did not want his mentor to see what he had done. He wished, he wished that he could tell someone what was happening, Gaius, Arthur, Gwaine, anyone! but that was something he knew he could not. If he did the consequences would be something Merlin could not live with...he would kill himself, he could not deal with that pain again.
''I'm sorry...i'm so sorry'' Merlin spoke with a single tear falling from his Eye.
The blood on the floor did not belong to Merlin.
There was a body on the floor, inches away from Merlin. A male who had been stabbed in the heart twice, there hair was red from the dried blood. The dead mans eyes were looking directly at Merlin, they were filled with fright and anger even in death.
''Dont look at me like that'' Merlin said pleadingly
''You knew about my life, and i could not risk you telling Uther. I never wanted to kill you but i had no choice...they make me do things...act like someone else who is not me. I cant control it'' Merlin was said looking directly in the Mans eyes as he picked up a knife with one hand.
The man's fingers were twitching and then he blinked.
''you...a-are...th..the..'' the man said in a whisper, he could barely even breath let alone speak.
Merlin raised the knife that was dripping blood above his head with both hands and pushed down, stabbing into the man heart again. The man had died.
''please forgive me'' Merlin began to shake and bought his hands to cover his face
''WHY, WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN!'' Merlin screamed into his hands, all he wanted to do was to protect people.
Gaius had heard the scream and had rushed to Merlin's door and knocked on the door with a great force.
''MERLIN! Merlin what wrong! what happened!'' Gaius spoke in concern and worry.
Merlin quickly turns to the door and put both hands on it to stop his mentor from entering if he was to open the door. His hands were still shaking from what he had done not seconds ago, this make it hard to grip any part of the door.
''It nothing, i just dropped a book on the floor, i'm always doing that..dropping things'' His voice was shaky
''you should be more careful, they can break easy'' Gaius knew that the book thing was an out and out lie but the boy seemed in enough pain. Gaius knew him and Arthur had to stick to the plan, however hard it was for Gaius to hear Merlin's screams of pain and frustration.
Gaius walked away from the door slowly and went over to his bed.
Merlin slowly let go of the door as soon as he was sure Gaius had gone.
Merlin froze when he saw what was on the door.