I know I'm bad...I'm not suitable for you Shreya...you definitely deserve a better life partner than me...obviously you do!& I mean it...
I don't know why you have fallen in love with me!n I too don't know when I've fallen love in you...actually this is said that love is indeed unexpected...I've never expected that I'll love you...but see,today I can't live a single moment without you...
Your smile,your attitudes,your skills,your beauty every single thing of you attracts me as magnate...
When I first felt the love I've for you,I even couldn't believe myself...bcs may be you are unaware of some tipical facts of my life...that I had two girls in my life in past ...I loved them...but they badly betrayed with me...their betrayals broke me...broke my mind,my heart...
I promised to myself that I'll never love anyone...for me love was a dangerous thing of life...for me love was scary,it was lyk hell...but you made love heaven for me...
I started to trust on love again...n truthfully I thanked God for all the occurings of my life..bcs if those hadn't happened how could I love you?
Yes,I thought that God had already created someone for me...who will come to my life & will feel it with lots of happiness,lots of dreams...
But you know what Shreya,love is not made for me...see,again I lost my love...means you...Siddharth came to your life...yes,he is a good guy...no doubt on this!but Shreya its impossible for me to tolerate anyone snatching you & taking you away from my life...
But Shreya here I'm unable to do anything...bcs here I'm the criminal...I did wrong with you...you have tried so many times to confess your feelings,but every time I compltly ignored it...
But later I understood how big fool I'm!yes Shreya,I'm a fool...n just bcs of my foolishness I've lost you ...
But trust me please...I didn't intend about this all...I wanted to confess..but my bitter past!yes Shreya,my past always prevented me...I was scared...that if I confess I'll lose you...
But lolz!see I've already lost you without confessing...so I'm saying love isn't in my luck ...
May God bless you always...may you spend very much happy life with your LIFE PARTNER...
A drop of tear fell on the paper from her eyes...she was sobbing badly...n was just stating at the lifeless body of DAYA!n the gun,from which a bullet is fired ...n directly shot to his head...
Shreya(promised to herself):you will be my life partner Daya...even after death, I'll only love you..bcs our love is immortal...n will be immortal for eras...
N took the gun & shot herself...her body fell on ground...n she held her love's hand...n whisper,"I LOVE YOU DAYA!"
Mera naam ishq...tera naam ishq...
Ye lal ishq...ye malal ishq...
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