Hey! If you've read my 'Christmas Klaine games' you would notice I said I would start on a Kurtcedes fic, I will eventually get around to it, but I've been feeling kind of depressed and sad (for no reason whatsoever, just randomly)so I'm going to do this one.

Warning: Major character death. Possible triggers.

Set at Dalton when Kurt and Blaine are boarders there.

'Ok guys, well done today! We are going to kick butt at regional's!' Wes shouted as the boys exited the rehearsal room. Kurt and Blaine walked out hand in hand, Blaine's grip much less steadier than Kurt was used to. Well, Blaine had been acting strange recently, and not in a 'climb on furniture like a weirdo' strange. It was a negative strange, a type of strange that made him eat less, that made the happiness melt from his eyes; he tells Kurt he loves him. He smiles. He kisses him. But non of it reaches his eyes, as though it is a mask that he is wearing.

Kurt knew something was wrong a couple of weeks back, when his boyfriend was singing in rehearsal. He wasn't as energetic, he let a few notes turn sharp, he wasn't trying. Of coarse when Kurt questioned him about it, he insisted that he was fine, he made up and excuse that he had a Harry Potter marathon with his brother and stayed up most of the night. That's when Kurt knew he was lying. He knew that Blaine's family hates what he is, therefore hating him. They weren't subtle about it either. Kurt had never been to Blaine's house on a weekend before, mainly because Blaine doesn't want to go back. His parents are perfectly fine about not seeing their son. The only time they want to see him is when they have arranged a date between him and their friends from Churches daughter. Don't get Blaine wrong though, he doesn't hide who he is. On these dates he always tells the girl that he's gay and that he has a boyfriend. A couple of times, the more liberal religious girls will say that it was perfectly ok and they would go on the date anyway and have a good time, no awkwardness, he had even made quite a few girlfriends. Heck even one time the girl was in the same predicament, she had a girlfriend that her parents disapproved of! However some of the more conservative girls reacted horribly. Up until now Blaine has received three slaps, two girls praying for him whilst on their date, a knee to the groin and two girls running away holding their fingers up in a cross shape at him. But it could have been worse...he could have dated a girl.

Kurt asked Blaine if he wanted to go for their post rehearsal Medium Drip, Blaine smiled at him (still trying to hard) and agreed, but he looked far too tired to be going anywhere.

'Do you know what, I have a lot of studying to do and I know you have already been working so hard, lets just skip coffee and you can go get some rest ok?' Kurt said kissing his boyfriend on the cheek.

'Ok if you insist.' Blaine said, trying to keep a light tone, not that Kurt was buying it. They continued up the stairs and parted to go to their separate dorm rooms. Blaine knew that Thad would be with the counsellors still in the hall, so he would have the room to himself. He pulled out his phone and checked his messages.

2 new messages:

Dad: Lima bean. 6.30, you're meeting Jenny Estridge. Be nice. I think you two could really hit it off.

Blaine sighed, he was so past caring he could just stand her up, but he was too much of a gentleman to do something like that.

Unknown: Hey lady boy, just so you know, you shouldn't be on this planet.

Blaine read the message over and over again. He knew that. He knew he shouldn't be on the planet, not because of his sexual orientation, but because there was only one person that loved him. It wasn't his mum,his dad, any family member, it wasn't his friends, it wasn't even himself. Kurt. He was the only one keeping him around. If Blaine lost Kurt, the cuts on his arm may just go a millimetre too deep, putting him out of his misery. But Kurt was here, Kurt did love him, and Blaine was strong.

That's what he thought before he went to see if Kurt needed help with his studies.

CLIFF HANGER! I hope you liked it! I know it's quite short, but it is like 12 am and I have school tomorrow! Please review, it makes me write faster!