Hello! It's my first time writing a fanfic, yay! But I have to warn you guys that English is not my mother tongue...so yeah.
The idea came from me when I first heard Katy Perry's Dark Horse on MYX channel while I'm researching about different kinds of mental illnesses...I thought it was nice so decided to mix them together and tada! A fanfic! xDD
The pairing is ShizuoxIzaya so hello there Shizaya fans. 8D
I DO NOT own any Durarara! characters and of course, the Dark Horse song. I hope you enjoy reading this. :D
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Those footsteps! He's here!
Hide!
No...no...no!
Please stop! Go away will you?!
I tried to look back. Lightning flashed, the way was completely clear to see for seconds and the mist of the cold surrounded the night, covering the bright moonlight. He's really out there and he...he's holding something, uhh...an axe! Yes, an axe! Those eyes…Those yellow eyes that were glowing, staring at me…Blood stains all over his body, broken jaw that was torn apart, eyes that seemed to be pulled out, broken limbs and, and, and…No, I can't stand this! His shadow is coming towards me! I have to run...NOW!
You can't get us away.
Worthless!
Piece of shit!
He's near...
You are...
Stop please! Enough...Arghh!
I ran through the halls of my apartment, through the wilderness of this endless night, hoping to find an exit, a peace. But seriously, where can I find that peace?! At the kitchen? No way! There's also someone in there to get me! I saw him; he's giving me a deathly glare, holding a butcher's knife with crimson fluid dripping from it. It makes me paralyzed, unable to move at all! Uhhh what else, at the bedroom? No, there's a Boogeyman waiting for me under my bed! I thought it only existed on children's books but shit, that freak's definitely real! I saw him, I saw him! He's real, they're all real! But where should I go? To the bathroom? Living room? No...no, no, NO!
"Haaah,hah,ahhah" Panting and sweating, the voices inside my head still keeps on haunting me. Whatever I do, they won't stop. Worse, someone is out there nearby coming to get me. Now he's getting nearer and nearer and I shouldn't stop because I know I'll be dead if I were to get caught! But where should I go?! Entertainment room? Storage room? Come on, think! Keep on searching! I think I will gonna faint from nervous breakdown any minute now...
Run!
You have nowhere to hide!
Just kill yourself already!
Kill...
Now!
No, I won't! Just..please! Go away! Leave me alone!
I really have no idea how many hours had passed since this whole damn thing had happened. My head hurts so badly and now I feel very exhausted. My head feels like it's going to shutdown already...Why is this happening to me? I did not ask for this!
Oh yeah, I forgot that it's their entire fault. Ever since they started abusing me, all these things began appearing in my life. And who you ask? Well, they're no other than my parents! I think I experienced all kinds of torture because of them. If you ask me why, then I don't know either. They seemed to hate my entire existence and call me a useless bastard that doesn't have the right to live on the face of this entire planet. Also, if you have the chance to see my body, it pretty much looks like a zoo 'cause you can find different sorts of scars on me. Contracture, Keloid, Hypertrophic scars, all of them. Now you know why I always wear a long-sleeved t-shirt and a long jacket. So fuck him, fuck her, fuck them all! May they rot in hell for all eternity for doing this to me!
I saw a corner and hurriedly went there and hid behind a huge ceramic pot, bracing myself in an infant-inside-the-womb position. Hearing the footsteps getting nearer and nearer makes my heart go wild as if it will burst out like an erupting volcano anytime. I think I'm getting paranoid, am I? No! Izaya, keep it cool. You're a god remember? A god! You shouldn't be afraid of them! Now, calm down and close your eyes. Discard all your thoughts. Don't panic. Relax and breathe. Inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale...inhale...
Riiinnggg!
Oh shit.
My cellphone suddenly rang.
But what should I do? Pick it up and answer the call? But he'll hear me and I don't want to die yet! Come on Izaya, think, think! Uhhh..uhhh
Riiinngggggg!
Don't answer!
It's dangerous!
Danger...
You...dead..
Riiiiinnnggggggggg!
Grrrr...Fuck it! I'll answer the call anyway.
Shakingly, I picked my phone up from my pocket and answered it, not even checking who the caller is. "He-hello?..."
"Oi Izaya it's me, Shinra! Hey, are you okay? You sound odd..."
"Oh...uhh...I'm okay! What makes you think that? Haha!" I tried to straighten up myself, trying to keep myself in pace. No, he doesn't need to know any of these! No one should know! Okay Izaya, calm down.
"..."
I took a deep breath. "Don't be stupid Shinra. I'm definitely okay and will always be."
"But you sound tensed..."
No, he's not concerned.
He just wants to know how you suffer!
He's not a friend.
Deceiver!
Bad!
BAD!
"Helloooo, earth to Izaya? Still there?"
"You know, I'm hanging up. Don't dare to call me again or else, I'LL RIP YOUR PRECIOUS NECK AND SEND YOU TO THE DEPTHS OF NIFLHEIM, understand?"
"Uhh, I hope you know that you sounded like Shizuo just now...really." Irritating, he's so irritating...
See? what did we told you?
He's just insulting you.
Drop the phone. NOW.
You're right…He's not a real friend...He just want to witness me being like this...Isn't he? Yes? Ha! I knew it! He even dared to insult me by comparing me to that brute! That protozoan, he should be the one experiencing this, not me!
"...Not a real friend."
"Huh? I-Izaya?" I heard him gulped. Nervous, huh? Well, fuck you! You're a traitor.
"Deceiver. A Liar."
"Uhh, you're definitely not okay. I don't even understand what you're trying to say to me and you're acting like your beloved archenemy. You…didn't eat anything weird, don't you?"
"..ate you..."
"What? Hey, I don't get you. What's wrong? Oi, you're starting to creep me out!"
"I HATE YOU!"
Kill!
Kill yourself!
Kill them all!
No friends.
Alone. No one will be there for you…
He's coming!
...kill you
Tap. Tap. Tap.
"NO! Arghh..Please!" I closed my eyes tight and blocked my ears using my hand, dropping the phone. Tears began flowing down from both of my two red orbs, trembling badly. My voice finally cracked. Here I am like a wet chick, crying for help, wanting everything to stop. The great god has fallen.
"Izaya! Hang in there, I'll be sending Cel-"
"S-st-stop, g-go away!"
Hahahahaha
He hates you!
He'll even send his wife to kill you!
Tap. Tap. Tap.
He's coming to get you!
Hide!
Hahahahahaha!
You are...worthless!
You are...
"Nooooo! Arghhh! Please stop! Stay away from me!" I clenched my hair tightly; I don't know what to do and can't hold it anymore. The voices, the man, Shinra and-
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Die!
Hahahaha!
Behind you!
"Haaahh,ahhh" My vision blurred, breath that fell short, trying to gasp for air, teeth rattling and sweat dripping. Behind me! He's there…behind me! His presence sent shivers to my spine and I can feel his aura surrounding me…Does it mean he knows I'm here? Keep quiet Izaya! Concentrate. All of these were just a dream, snap out of it!
"Stop!...Please…someone….Aaaarrghhh"
"Izayaaaa!"
Piece of shit!
Here he is!
Come out, come out wherever you are...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
No one!
He can see you.
You're pathetic!
Tap.
"MAKE IT STOOOOPPPP!"
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-End call-
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And there it is, the first chapter. Please review if I should continue this or not. Also, if you have time to correct my grammatical mistakes, I will definitely appreciate it. Thanks! ;w;/