Author's Note: I'm baaaaaack! :D This is a one shot that I wrote when I couldn't sleep, so sorry if it turns out to be crap. The song "You Oughta Know" by Alanis Morissette has been playing in my head a lot lately and I couldn't help but think about how Leah could so relate to it with the whole Sam and Emily situation. So, even though I believe that song fics are incredibly cheesy and I usually avoid them, I just had to write a story about it. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I obviously do not own Twilight or "You Oughta Know".
You Oughta Know
Leah Clearwater went into her room right after she was done with patrol. She hated sharing the same mind as her ex.
I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
Leah was broken, to say the least. As hard as she tried she couldn't get over the fact that Sam was now with Emily, her own cousin! She knew that she could never forgive them.
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in
A theatre
Her memories of the great times she had with Sam kept playing in her head. She started to feel hot tears stream down her face as her vision blurred. She didn't care though. If she was with the pack she would care of course, but not in the comfort of her own room. Leah hated showing weakness after what happened with Sam. So she taught herself to put walls around her heart and put on a tough girl act, so that she could never get hurt again.
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
Emily and Sam have been trying to have a baby for awhile now. Leah knew deep down that Emily would make a great mom, she just wished it didn't have to be with her Sam.
'Cause the love that you gave
That we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be
Open wide
No
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died
'Till you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here
To remind you
Of the mess you left
When you went away
It's not fair
To deny me
Of the cross I bear
That you gave to me
You
You
You
Oughta know
Leah had thought that her and Sam would be together forever and drive off into the fucking sunset and have their own little fairytale. But unfortunately, fairytales don't exist. Even Sam had thought that him and Leah would get married and live happily ever after. He had told her that he would love her until his last breath. Well to her despair, he was still breathing and fucking her cousin.
You seem very well
Things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well
I thought
You
Should know
Did you forget about me
Mister Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of
Dinner
She could tell that Sam was so happy with Emily. She would make Sam feel guilty every chance she got. She wanted him to share her pain and make him suffer. He avoided having to share minds with her unless it was necessary. The fucker even gave her a Alpha order once.
It was a slap in the face
How quickly I was replaced
And are you thinking of me
When you
Fuck her
'Cause the love that you gave
That we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be
Open wide
No
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died
'Till you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here
To remind you
Of the mess you left
When you went away
It's not fair
To deny me
Of the cross I bear
That you gave to me
You
You
You
Oughta know
She hated how quickly Sam had gotten over her. All he had to do was look into Emily's eyes and everything that him and Leah shared was forgotten. She had thought about killing herself whenever he had imprinted. She thought her life was over. But no, she is not going to let him off that easily. She'd decided long ago that it was her job to make him feel her pain, even for just a second.
'Cause the joke that you made in the bed
That was me
And I'm not gonna fade as soon as you
Close your eyes
And you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down
Someone else's back
I hope you feel it
Well can you feel it
Every time she was patrolling with Sam she would think about every one she fucked after they broke up until he would switch with someone else. Then he would go back to his little Emily and act like everything was peachy creamy.
Well I'm here
To remind you
Of the mess you left
When you went away
It's not fair
To deny me
Of the cross I bear
That you gave to me
You
You
You
Oughta know
Well I'm here
To remind you
Of the mess you left
When you went away
It's not fair
To deny me
Of the cross I bear
That you gave to me
You
You
You
Oughta know
Everything was far from peachy creamy and he knew it. She knew that he can't help who he imprints on and that he believes that maybe it wasn't meant to be but she couldn't help but wonder what would've happened if he never imprinted on her dearest cousin or any one for that matter. Would they still be together? Would they have kids and later on down the road get a divorce? She would never know. But she did know that as tired as she is of being a bitch to everyone, she would never let it go. Every one was hoping for her to imprint. But if imprinting was this painful, she would happily be alone for the rest of her fucked up life.
Author's Note: Did you guys like it? I like it. & I have a question. I have this marked as M for the language because I wasn't really sure if you could say "fuck" and all of that in T stories, but can you? I'm really growing to love Leah. & no, it's not just because my friend keeps telling me that i'm like her(so untrue, i'm just not afraid to speak my mind) because I can be such a bitch, but all girls are bitches! Anyway, I am working on another story which will probably be either Bella and Jacob or Paul or just Bella. I haven't even started the one that I was talking about on my profile but I will whenever i'm done with the one that i'm working on now. It will hopefully be done soon but I won't be posting it until i'm completely finished with it. Reviews and alerts are welcome! Later, chickadees!
P.S. To the people that already have me on their alerts list, so sorry if you got like a million emails. Fanfic is being really weird. :/