I don't own New moon or anything. I just made this for fun.
Lost.
That was the word.
Bella Swan was lost. Alone. Broken. And those qualities would possibly remain in her forever.
Edward was gone. The Cullens were gone.
Bella's whole life had been Edward. Now he was gone.
And all she saw was darkness. Nothing else.
The pain inside of her was never going away.
As long as Edward was gone, she was gone.
As long as he wouldn't be there, she wouldn't be there.
Bella was lost. Alone. Broken.
She repeated the day when Edward left over and over again.
But what would she possibly get out of it? Except misery, that is.
She was dying. She was lost. And all she could think about was Edward.
Edward to hold her. Edward to kiss her. Edward to save her. Edward to be with her forever.
But forever was gone.
Edward was gone.
Bella sat in her room. In her quiet, empty, dark room.
It pretty much described her mind. Quiet. Empty. Dark.
She started sobbing and crying and lied onto her bed.
She remembered when Edward had held her there.
She remembered the times when everything was okay.
When they had been happy.
"This is the last time you'll ever see me."
Those words haunted Bella's mind. Those words were trying to pull Bella even more into the darkness. Away from the sun, the reality.
But she didn't want to face the reality.
Edward was gone.
Face it. It's gone.
Bella slowly fell into a sleep which was filled by her sobbing and crying.
He was gone. They were gone...
She was gone.
Okay, I have absolutely no idea where this idea came from. I was listening to "My skin" by Natalie Merchant, and this idea just came to me. It isn't very different from the actual New moon. I just wanted to write about Bella, and so I did.. Kinda angstyXD I love reviews:):)
