Homophobia

Chapter 1

Bodie's POV

My boyfriend Glitch and I pulled up in my new school's parking lot out in the front. I had gotten in trouble for consuming alcohol on school grounds, and starting fights, again. So instead of suspending or expelling me, they transferred me here because they think this school could "fix my attitude problem". I don't think I have an attitude problem though, school is just… boring.

Before I got out of the car I glanced over at Glitch in the driver's seat and he was making pouty faces at me. I sighed.

"I know you're upset with me."

He just shook his head at me. "I'm going to miss you." And he leaned over and pecked me on the lips.

"Me too." I said sadly staring deep into his beautiful green eyes. I started to get lost in them a bit.

"Please try to stay out of trouble. For me, please?" he said.

"I'll try, no promises though." I opened the door and got out. He laughed.

"Bye babe." He said and started up the car.

"Later." And slammed the door shut and I stood there and watched him drive off.

I sighed again as I walked into the school and then into the office so I could pick up my schedule. Something I noticed while I was walking to the office is that people were staring at me and whispering. I shrugged it off but it still bothered me a little. I hate being the new kid; I'm just so used to having a lot of friends and always having someone to talk too. I just feel like a major nobody right now and something tells me that I will never fit in here and I don't belong here. I don't know, hopefully things will get better. I wonder what it will be like when I start to tell people I'm gay. Would they accept me? Or would they make fun of me and judge me? Society is a bitch.

After I got my schedule my first class was Gym. After a few confusing turns in the hallway I finally made it to the gym and into the locker room.

"I don't want to change in front of the fag." I heard someone say from behind me followed by a group of laughter. I quickly spun around to see a Latino man with black spiky hair and he had only his gym shorts on and exposing his tan skin and six pack abs. He gave me a smirk.

Oh god, he isn't no stranger. Far from it, I know him. He's my best friend. We've been best friends ever since… we were seven. It's not a surprise that he is here, he does have an attitude problem. But… it's just that…

"Fuck." I mumbled under my breath. "Fuck, fuck, fuck." I repeated. I just shook my head and I started to feel a little dizzy. "Dammit Angel!"

He and his little group around him laughed at me again then went back to their conversation.

It's only been like what the first hour of school and I already have problems to deal with? This is just pure insanity. But I am really just gonna try not to let it bother me. I'm going to try to stay out of trouble for Glitch so I can go back to school with him. I miss him already actually.

A lot. We have been together for six months now and he was always there for me and I am always there for him. He actually gave me confidence. I just don't know if I can survive the rest of the year without him. And my mom banned me from having anyone over until I have my attitude "fixed". So I can only text him and call him, not see him, touch him or anything. I feel myself dying a little already…

Later after gym I had science next and I tried to sit far away as possible from Angel and MacCoy. While I was sitting at my desk waiting for class to start Angel came up in front of my desk and leaned in real close to me.

"Hey, boo." He said to me "It's been awhile."

"Mhmm." I responded trying not to look at him.

"What happened to straight Bodie, huh?" he asked me.

"Dude, we were ten, I didn't know anything about sexuality then." I sighed.

"But I miss straight Bodie. You are straight." He told me.

"No I'm not." I tensed up a little bit.

He rolled his eyes at me "Yeah, I think you are. I know it, you gotta look deep down inside-"

"I'm gay dude, deal with it." I cut him off.

"We'll see…" he said finally then walked off to his desk across the room.

The whole class I could feel him giving me odd and strange looks making me slightly uncomfortable. I moved in my seat a little bit and tried to pay attention to the lesson or think about something else but he was bothering me so much, and he was doing it on purpose too.

"What the hell…" I whispered and I tapped my foot a little. Then I had enough and I looked over at him and he was laughing at me.

"Stop." I mouthed to him and turned back to the teacher. But he continued to do it, I feel like banging my head against the desk or just punch him in the face or the gut or something. I can't concentrate, I can never concentrate when someone is staring at me. It's one of my weaknesses.

After class it was break and everyone was in the cafeteria or the auditorium leaving the halls completely empty. At my locker, someone slammed it and it was Angel smiling at me.

"So, you couldn't resist my sexy glares during science could ya fag?" he smirked.

"You know people staring at me is a weakness of mine. You did it on purpose." I replied.

"Yes, yes in fact I did. But you enjoyed it hm?"

"No, actually I didn't. I really want to punch you right now but I'm trying to stay out of trouble. Plus I really, kinda, don't want to hurt you." I said back to him.

"Hurt me? Dude, you're scared of me." He laughed.

"Maybe when we were little but not anymore dude." I leaned back on the lockers smiling.

"Hmph, whatever." He said kicking the lockers slightly. "I still think you're straight."

"You're insane, I am gay dude why can't you accept that? Are you like homophobic or something?" I responded.

"I guess I do have a little homophobia inside me. I admit that." He frowned at me.

"Well, I have a boyfriend." I told him and his eyes widened.

"Really…who?" he asked me suspiciously.

"None of your biz." I responded then pulled out my phone to call Glitch but before I did I decided to walk out into the front of the school where it's more private so I could talk to him. Before I could go Angel grabbed me by the wrist.

"Really, who is it?" he asked me again. I snatched my wrist away.

"You don't even know him." I said finally then walked off to go call my boyfriend.

Angel's POV

It was a normal day at school and I was in the locker room getting ready for gym with a couple of friends then I saw a blonde haired boy with blue eyes walk in. He looked up at me then quickly looked away and continued to do what he was doing. I guess he was some new kid. My eyes followed him the whole time then it hit me and I could feel my heart beat speed up a little. It wasn't no new kid, it was my best friend Bodie. I knew him ever since we were seven. What is he doing here? It wasn't like him to get in trouble a lot. When we went to middle school together he did because I always blamed him for stuff. First he would beat me up then quickly apologize after over and over until I accepted his apology. I guess he was scared I was going to get him back for him beating on me and I always did. But just not as hard. Then in 8th grade he told me he was gay and we kept it a secret, for awhile. Until I accidently told someone and it spread around the school really fast. I would stick up for him, every now and then. But not enough to make me lose all my popularity. Then Bodie became depressed and started to cut but I took and threw away all his blades and told his mom. That he was cutting, what was going on at school , and he was gay. She took the gay part well and she went to the school counselor for the rest. She was really worried about him. While that was going on and Bodie being all depressed, I started to become bored with school and the same old drama so I just, decided to start fights and get detention and stuff. Come to school late, get home late. Put stink bombs in the principal's office and put tacks on teacher's chair. I got in trouble a lot, and my mom sure wasn't happy about it so she sent me to this school so they could fix me. But I wasn't changing for no one and I quickly made a lot of friends and became popular again. All the girls drooled over me and all the guys wanted to be me. The way it was at my other school. People kissed the ground I walked on. But there was a little piece missing, and it was Bodie. So as soon as I recognized him I said,

"I don't want to change in front of the fag." And I laughed and it made everyone else around me laugh too. It just sorta just slipped out, but I didn't regret it and I didn't feel bad at all. He turned around with a look of confusion then his eyes widen and a look of surprisement and fear filled his eyes. I smirked at him because he knew who it was and he was cursing at himself I could tell. Then during science we had a little chat and I told him he was straight and not gay. He denied it completely but I know my little Boo Bear was straight somewhere deep down inside him.

Actually, I want him to be straight. I just need to see him with a girl so I can stop feeling this some sort of attraction for him. It was bugging the living shit out of me and I think seeing him kissing, dancing or even getting with a girl would change my feelings for him. But I really just think he is kinda hot. And when he told me he had a boyfriend I instantly felt a little jealous and I told myself that should be me. When he left to go call someone - I'm guessing his boyfriend – I followed him secretly outside the building and I hid behind a car and listened to his conversation.

I was right when I thought he was going to call his boyfriend and their conversation sounded so sweet but sad. They missed each other a lot. His boyfriend's name was Glitch, odd name. And he got a new phone which means new phone number. While Bodie was writing it down he whispered the numbers out loud and like the boss I am, I saved the number to my phone. Maybe if I could get them to break up, Bodie could be all mine.

And that's exactly what I intend on doing.

Author's Note:

And there's the first chapter! I hope you enjoyed it, I'm actually suppose to be finishing my book report now but I really wanted to post this before winter break was over and I was suppose to finish this before the New Year but whatever. Happy 2013 everyone! My New Year's resolution is to eat less. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA no. But I might start running track again and get into fanfiction a little more and actually try to do a little better in school.

Anyways, I think I did a whole lot better on Angel's POV then Bodie's. Also while I was writing this I kept thinking if I should change the characters. I was going to put a flashback but I couldn't decide exactly where to put it but expect some in the next chapter which won't be coming out until the next couple of days or weeks. It's about to be mid-term for me which means a lot of school work, and my parents are encouraging me to join some sort of after school activity. But the next chapter I will try to make it long, probably twice as long as this one I promise. : ) Also, this story is based off a 1D fanfic I read on Wattpad and I loved the idea so I just decided to use it but, I'm putting my own little twist in it so I really hope you enjoy the story.

So um… nice honest reviews please? I really want to know how I did.

Also guys, I was thinking about doing a girl version of this like Emilia and Miss Aubrey or something. Just don't know how it would work out but I think I might do it.

Lol, so once again reviews please! x

Time to get back to this damned book report.