I have always felt the pain

It's been a part of me forever

There's nowhere to go

Nowhere to ease my torment

Like a fire raging inside me

If consumes my thoughts

Water cannot quench it

The thirst is too great

A freak is what I am

Left in the world to survive

No one sees what's happening

They are numb to my torment

Everywhere I go

It follows me

The hateful glares

The sneering faces

Everywhere I turn

There is no sanctuary

A wanderer in the desert

No awakening from the nightmare

I see a light in the dark

But cannot reach it

Forever am I running

From an unknown fear

The light is too far away

I can't get there in time

Anger, fear, and death

This is my future

I do not know of love

Except to love only myself

The fire rages on

I cannot put it our

Someone help me.