I want to talk but I know it dosent come out the way it does in my head. So I sew my mouth shut and zip up my heart. Save my complaints fro another day. Walk through the memories. Replay in my head. Wach all the mistakes I made. Iv never felt so bad. Iv never felt as hurt as I have forced myself to believ I feel. I want to think Im crazy because Im feeling feelings that arent even real. I wach them go off and I nod in agreement with the voices I think that I hear but i dont. Im to confused to write down how I feel. Youll just have to make up what you think these words really mean...