tearose66...I do not own Naruto
Fallen Angel
I float around in the darkness. Lost. Alone. There is nothing left in this world for me to live for. I accept finally, that my dreams will never come true; that I will never be accepted, that I will always be hated. Life has no meaning anymore. It has become repetitive. I get up, eat, go train, come home, eat again, and go to bed. I don't want to do this anymore. I grasp the knife in my hand staring at the blade smiling at the tool that will end my misery. No one will miss me I know this to be fact. They might pretend to be sad for a while but give them three days and they will totally forget I even existed. Tears fall gently down my face making soft sounds as they hit the wooden floor. I try to stop them mad that I was breaking down after I promised myself to never cry again. It hurt so much. For years I have hidden behind a mask. Hiding my intelligence behind stupidity and a smile. It worked no one ever noticed it was fake. They never once realized that the face I showed them was not me. Giving into my tears I cry one last time. I raise the knife to my heart ready to drive it in. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. My last one that I will ever take again. Just as I am about to die a hand grabs me yanking the weapon out of my hand. I gasp surprised and open my eyes to glare and attack the person who dared stop me. My eyes widen when they are met with black hair and onyx eyes. It was him, the one person I loved but could never be with. What's more shocking is that he has tears in his eyes and fear. My eyes question him wanting to know what he is doing here. His hand reaches up to my cheek wiping away the tears. I jerk away from him angry that he stopped me. Could he not see how much it hurt me to live how much I wanted to go and end it? I look away from him clenching my fists. Suddenly strong arms wrap around me pulling me close. I struggle for a moment wanting to be free but soon I give up and let him hug me. I wrap my arms around him resting my head on his shoulder. His body shudders as he finally lets the tears fall. He whispers in my ear telling me that he cared if I was gone that he loved me and that he was sorry for not telling me earlier. Tears well up in my eyes once again and I completely break down in his arms. Our teacher found us that way about an hour later still in each other's arms. We let go of each other and smile. For the first time in as long as I could remember I was smiling a true smile. We never talked about what had happened to anyone feeling that what went on in my house that day was to stay there. As I now lie here in my lovers' arms watching him sleep I whisper a small prayer for my fallen angel that saved me and gave me a reason to live once more. For giving me someone to share my dreams with to help keep my pain away when someone says something hateful towards me. He sleepily opens his eyes and mumbles at me to go to sleep. I grin at him and snuggle closer to him falling asleep next to my fallen angel smiling.