An Authors Musings
Disclaimer-Don't own 'em. Enough said.
I watch them every day. I know them better than they do. But they don't know I exist. Their my closest friends yet they know nothing about me. They are in their own world, facing problems their not sure they can handle. I know they can handle anything, I can see into their souls. I make them but they make me. I open my heart and mind to them and they live. I can almost feel their lives. How their entwined into each others. I know how they would react to my music, to my teachers, to my world. But their not here. I can't talk with them, so I can't really call them friends.
I can't cry on Quatre's shoulder or have Heero help me with math. I can't laugh with Duo, or enjoy the silence with Trowa. Wufei won't ever hear my side of arguments. God I pray! Let me see them just once…just once let them see me. I want to hug Heero. Gods how he would react…or rather how would Duo? I want to drink tea with Quatre. I'm sure he makes better tea than I do. Trowa knows the lions better than I…maybe I can learn something about my sister from him. She always did say she was a cat. If only I could pull practical jokes with Duo. I'm not sure the world would survive the two of us. I want to argue with Wufei. I know that he likes arguing just for the sake of arguing, however much he may deny it.
I'm told their only characters. They don't exist. But they do!! They have to live out there somewhere, maybe not under the names I know them by but somewhere…somewhen. I just have to keep writing, keep them alive. Maybe one day…
Disclaimer-Don't own 'em. Enough said.
I watch them every day. I know them better than they do. But they don't know I exist. Their my closest friends yet they know nothing about me. They are in their own world, facing problems their not sure they can handle. I know they can handle anything, I can see into their souls. I make them but they make me. I open my heart and mind to them and they live. I can almost feel their lives. How their entwined into each others. I know how they would react to my music, to my teachers, to my world. But their not here. I can't talk with them, so I can't really call them friends.
I can't cry on Quatre's shoulder or have Heero help me with math. I can't laugh with Duo, or enjoy the silence with Trowa. Wufei won't ever hear my side of arguments. God I pray! Let me see them just once…just once let them see me. I want to hug Heero. Gods how he would react…or rather how would Duo? I want to drink tea with Quatre. I'm sure he makes better tea than I do. Trowa knows the lions better than I…maybe I can learn something about my sister from him. She always did say she was a cat. If only I could pull practical jokes with Duo. I'm not sure the world would survive the two of us. I want to argue with Wufei. I know that he likes arguing just for the sake of arguing, however much he may deny it.
I'm told their only characters. They don't exist. But they do!! They have to live out there somewhere, maybe not under the names I know them by but somewhere…somewhen. I just have to keep writing, keep them alive. Maybe one day…