"I'll always be there for you."
That's what you said isn't it. You'd always be there? Yeah, right. You were never truly there for me were you. You were just simply, there.
I can't stand to see you anymore, that look of false caring. I can see through it, I can see through anything you'll throw at me, because I know, I mean nothing. You've told me that before. Do you remember?
"Your worthless, you'll never be good enough. You'll never live up to her."
Yeah, I remember. Did you think I wouldn't? Your words will forever be engrained in my mind, reminding me of my failures. That I am a failure.
I can now see what you've always seen, a weak useless human, wasting space, I should just be gone. Will you notice when I finally do leave, leave you forever? I don't think you will, that's to much to ask, for such a miserable excuse for a human being.
"I will always love you."
You weren't speaking to me, you were speaking through me, that I know. You would never mean something like that. I know you to well to know you have feelings like that for me. Anyone else but me. For I shall never be enough.
