Me, crying? No way, HAHAHA how funny. No matter how many times I'm knocked down. I will get up. He has told me more than once that he would stop. I
believed him every time. I don't know why, I just do. The cycle: I love you, I mess up, he hits me, he apologized, then I love him again. But it hurts , I guess. I say
I love him only because I have to , If I don't he will hurt me more. I am not in denial though, I know he is abusive .
Now you are probably thinking "why are you letting this happen Izaya?!" Why? Because I "love" him. I am scared to leave. Haha how could the great Izaya
Orihara be afraid! Its funny, I am lying on the floor with some new bruises. I wait till I hear him leave my house as I stand up and go to the bathroom. I stand in
front of the mirror look as the red mark on my cheek and the blood on the corner of my mouth from biting my cheek and my busted lip. I poke my eye, he usually
doesn't leave a mark but I think he gave me a black eye. Greattt...
I just want to destroy the mirror. How come this happened to me.. I angers me to see me , a god, like this. I turn on the shower and strip off my bloodied
clothes and step in the shower. I turn it to a scalding temperature as I watch some blood go down the drain. It hurts. I scrub my skin until I think I am clean,
even if I don't feel like I am. I don't even bother to wash my hair before I step out of the shower and dry myself off. I take another glance at the mirror. Yup,
definitely a black eye... Well whatever! Damit... I went to my room and flopped on my bed after I got dressed in fresh clothing. It hurts, everywhere. Then my
phone went off.. "Izaya , I need you to work today. I need some info."
"On what Shiki~!" I sound cheerful. I have to. " I want you to figure out about some small gang and their leader attacked our men. I need you to figure out their
base. I would like to play them a small business." I could hear the evil in his voice. "Sure, I good look it up right no-"
"No Izaya, I need you to go to Ikebukuro, their a small gang . you won't find anything on the internet. Actually go find it and report to me."
"But Shiki-"
"No, go do it . Then report to me in the end of the day." Once he hangs up I threw my phone on the floor and just sigh. " Why do I haft to go to Ikebukuro on
today of all days..."
Hello readers~! Thanks for reading the first chapter! Please have mercy, it's my first story ;.; Well I hope it turned out fine... Next chapter should be out soon~!
Izaya: Maybe you should just give up~!
Shut your mouth Izaya! Well see you lovely humans later~! Byebyebi~!
(also if I am feeling nice I will do some chapters in Shizu-chan's POV)