Donnie was head over heels in love with April. He fell in love with her the first time he saw her. Before April, Donnie wasn't always so distracted. He could actually focus on his work without April popping into his head. All he ever thinks about anymore is April and how much he loves her. He loves her hair. He loves her personality. He loves the way she looks at him. He loves everything about her. He couldn't love her more.
Donnie absolutely adored April. Wanted to live the rest of his life with her. The way she would lead him on and then turn him down drove him nearly insane. He loves her so much it hurts. Why was love so cruel and yet at the same time so amazing?