Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl
"Stop bothering me." I yelled.
"Why?"
"Kazemaru!" I yelled out his name.
I'm Daichi Mii.
I am in love with this guy for some reason... He was always there for me, but... Why does he stay with me in the end? After I say mean things to him like 'Go away, you're bothering me, I hate it when you do that! Idiot!'
After all of that, a girl with long blonde hair with green eyes came up.
That was my best friend... She's dating Kazemaru, I guess..
"Oh, Naru-chan." Kazemaru said patting his girlfriend on the head.
"Hey, hey, Ichi-kun, can we go out tonight?" Naru asked.
Kimishita Naru.
Then I walked away, knowning, why did I need to be there?
I gave Naru all my support for her and Kazemaru.
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
I couldn't help but cry a little.
Naru, always get what she wants.
But... This was a bit too personal.
Never again will I be fooled I won't be played again
To give my all when nothing's true
But I will fall in love again
I hate it...
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"Imouto..." My Onii-chan said as he popped into my room out of now where. "Can you do some shopping for me?"
"No," I said flipping a page of my book.
"Please," My Onii-chan asked.
Then he poked me on my side.
My eye twiched.
"No," I said a bit darker.
Sooner or later I was outside.
'I hate it when he does this too me.' I thought.
Onii-chan just pushed me out of my bed, and out the door.
Of course, I had my shoes on.
Anyways...
It sucked because it was raining, well, not a lot yet.
Onii-chan didn't even bothered to give me umbrella.
I held my sweatshirt over my head.
As I reached the store, and I walked in.
Then I saw something something I didn't what to see.
Kazemaru and Naru.
I loved you so-
I walked passed the couple who were facing their back at me.
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After I bought the stuff Onii-chan wanted me to buy, I walked out of the store.
I notice that it was raining a bit harder.
I sighed.
'I guess today's not my day...'
Then I walked into the rain.
Before I had gotten far from the store, the rain stopped.
I looked up, seeing a black umbrella.
"Daichi, you know you're going to catch a cold like this," A voice said.
I knew the voice quickly.
"Here," Kazemaru said handing me his umbrella.
"What do you think you're doing?" I finally said.
"Huh?"
"You're just going- nevermind.." I said remembering Naru.
"Take care," Kazemaru said before he left me.
I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me
He left me.
I thought so..
I started walking home.
'I can't believe someone could injure me this bad..' I thought as tears fell from my face.
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Then, it got worser.
Naru had gotten blind.
The doctors said something fell into her eyes.
And they can't get it out, so they're leaving it in.
"-The only way to have her recover, is to someone donate their eyes to her" The doctor said. "That's the only way."
I felt Kazemaru tense.
'Kazemaru..'
Then I stood up.
"I'll do it," I said.
Both, Kazemaru, and Naru's parents looked at me.
"Daichi.." Kazemaru said.
"Mii-chan, you don't have too-" Naru's mother said.
I nodded 'no'.
"I have too." I said my voice cracking a bit. "Naru is my bestfriend, and I'll do anything to make her happy.."
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Into the night You took advantage of my willingness Never thought being born a girl
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again
"Mii-chan," A voice said.
I turned my head to the door.. Or where I believed where the door was.
"Naru?" I asked.
"And Kazemaru." A other said.
"Oh," I said in dissapointment.
"Mii-chan, thank you for giving me you're eyes." Naru said happily.
'Aren't you happy for yourself?' I asked myself. 'Now you could live happily with Kazemaru.'
"Hey," Kazemaru said. "Daichi.."
"Hm?"
"Ichi-kun?" Naru said.
"Why did you give Naru-chan, your eyes?" Kazemaru asked.
I looked away, or I think I did.
I touched my bandages, where my eyes were.
"You loved playing soccer, and everything and yet-"
"I don't care anymore.." I said cutting off Kazemaru. "I mean.."
I could tell the both of them were looking at me.
"It's fate you know.." I said.
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa
"Fate?" Naru repeated.
"I don't care about my life anymore." I finally said.
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After I was released from the hospital, I felt someone grab my hand.
"Daichi," A voice said. "why did you really give Naru-chan your eyes?"
Then he went on.
"You loved playing soccer, and you loved eating Dango and-"
"And what?" I asked cutting him off. "Naru is happy, you're happy, and what is it to me?"
I felt Kazemaru let go of my hand.
"I felt much more pain then you." I said. "It's because you found a prettier girl then me,"
Then I went on.
"And, you'll live happily with her." I finished. "Because.."
"Because?" Kazemaru repeated.
"Because I was in love with you." I finally said to him. "Everyday I see you with Naru, and you're always smiling at her, not me."
"I couldn't help but feel jealous," I added. "then, I should take my leave."
I was being walked home by a dog.
"Murpy," I said to the dog. "That will be you're name.."
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End of chapter! The song that will be used in this fanfic, will be 'Because I'm A Girl' by Kiss.
I was crying when I watch 'Blind is Love' and decided to write this, anyways, thanks for reading!