Disclaimer: I own neither Buffy or Wicked.
I was listening to this song from Wicked (As long as you're mine) and the whole Spike/Buffy story came to mind. Hope you like it!
Buffy and Spike were at it again. Under a heavy rug which must've weighed a ton. Buffy couldn't help but want Spike! It was wrong, and he was everything she hated but she couldn't help it. All she wanted him to do was kiss her, and make love to her. Right in that moment.
Kiss me too firecly
Hold me to tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
My wildest dreamings
Could not forsee
Lying beside you
With you wanting me!
Buffy just looked at the vampire's perfectly toned body. Knew how she would be the envy of Twilight-crazed teenage girls all over the world. That only made her want him more. She would be back to hating him, and herself, soon enough. But since she was resureccted, being with Spike was the only way she could feel alive. She couldn't tell her friends, or her sister, they'd think she'd gone mad, but right then in the heat of the moment, she knew it was right.
And just for this moment
As long as you're mine.
I've lost all resistance
And crossed the border line
And if it turns out
It's over too fast.
I'll make every last moment last
As long as you're mine.
Spike looked into Buffy's eyes. They had just had sex for maybe the 100th time. When they were together, they were not bothered about the outside world at all. And even though Spike knew that by morning Buffy would be back to hating him again, he couldn't help but let the bloody Slayer back in, every single time she came around.
Maybe I'm brainless
Maybe I'm wise
But you've got me seeing
through different eyes
Somehow i've fallen under your spell
And somehow I'm feeling
It's up that I fell.
Spike knew Buffy was using him, she didn't love him like he loved her, but that was OK because he was getting what he wanted, and he wanted her.
Ever'y moment as long as mine
I'll wake up my body
And make up for lost time
say theres no future
for us as a pair
and though i may know
I don't care!
Buffy didn't care! She and Spike could never be together, but that was OK. She didn't want there to be future, because she knew that there was something wrong with her to want Spike as much as she did. She was wrong, it was terrible of her to think like it. It made her feel...
Just for this moment
As long as your mine
Come be how you want to
And see how bright we shine
Borrow the moonlight
Until it is through
And know I'll be here
Holding you-oo
as long as you're mine!
Spike looked at Buffy, and she was smiling, a weird smile. A smile he'd never seen before.
"What is it?"
Spike said. And Buffy replied,
"It's just for the first time I feel...wicked."