So this is my first HM song-fic. I hope it's not too bad.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
For some reason, I can't get him out of my mind. Ever since the first day I saw him, I knew he was the one. But I also knew he wouldn't love me the same way I love him.
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
So why am I even trying? Giving him a gift every day, trying to get him to see me in a different way. It's useless.
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
Sure, we talk normally, like normal people, without any awkwardness. And on his days off we would walk to Mother's Hill. But it's not the same.
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
He doesn't understand that I love him. I want to spend all of my time with him, not just me going to visit him, and leaving after an hour or so of talking.
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
I can't take it anymore. Tomorrow I will tell him how I really feel. I'm going to go right up to him and say, "I love you. Even if you don't feel the same, I love you with all of my heart."
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
Still, the thought of rejection keeps coming back, no matter how many times I push it away. What if he never talks to me again? What if he tells me to never come back? ...What if he loves me?
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
What would I do if he really does love me? Say, "Yay! Okay, bye!" or stand there in shock? What if he tries to kiss me? Would I kiss him back? Would I pull away?
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
What am I going to do?!
I'd give my all for your love tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
"I love you." He says. I stand there, wide-eyed, not knowing what was going to happen next. He takes a step closer. "I have loved you ever since I first time I saw you. I was worried you wouldn't feel the same way, so I hid my emotions. Now I know that was a mistake."
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
He gets down on one knee. He reaches into his pocket, and pulls out a blue feather. I stare at it in awe. It looks so delicate, who knew one little thing could contain so much beauty, so much magic. He asks, "Will you marry me, Claire?" I gaze deeply into his eyes, deciding on my answer to that fateful question. This is all I had ever wanted. A family, a chance to live.
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
"Yes, I will marry you, Doctor." He smiles, stands up, and kisses me. And I kiss back.
Tonight
How was it? Bad, right? I know. Please review!