"You are never coming home."
Ghost of You: My Chemical Romance
I should have never taken her to him. I should have just left her at home, so she could be a good housewife like Narcissa. Of course Bella wasn't like that though. The day I met her she was cursing a man out who tried to touch her butt. Of course I had seen her at Hogwarts before, but she was younger I paid no attention to her. Bella was always a fierce person, but she never loved me. I was an accessory a stop along the road on her way to power. She made that clear on our wedding night.
"Don't expect much sex from me, I'll give you some tonight because of the wedding night and all, but otherwise I have better things to do." She wanted nothing to do with me, and she made that clear. My family was from France, we had no political power in Europe. After her sister married Lucius Malfoy she started to drink. It got worse and worse, and I tried to help her, but she wouldn't listen. The only time she was sober was when she was doing something for the dark lord. She was obsessed with him, pleasing him, doing everything for him. It makes me sick sometimes to think of how she's just his sex toy and nothing more.
I tried I really tried to please her, I bought her everything she wanted, but I couldn't give her the power that he gave her. Now sitting in this prison cell knowing that she's never coming home to me makes me feel sick. I could have stopped her, and I should of. It's all my fault. I led her down the wrong path I showed her the way to him.
I loved her, I cared about her, but I was stupid. I myself was on the hunt for power, and I was selfish enough to let her go. I sit here in prison waiting to meet her again, and maybe when we do we can do it right the second time.