Oh. My. Fucking. RA! Seriously. You Don't know how much it pains me to Post this. It Sucks. So Hard.
But No. Taylor asked to read it. And so Did Nicole. And I'll Just Explode if I Don't Post it
So, Yeah. It Sucks. So Badly. Don't Even Read it. xDDD
Ryou was my Everything. He was my First Boyfriend,
So I Kind of let myself become fully obsessed with him
Everything in my Life was Organized arround this cute White haired boy.
Which in Retrospect,
Was Kind of stupid.
Ryou allways had trouble talking.
He struggled to get what he was saying across clearly.
Because of this, While having a Conversation he'd often sigh in Frustration and ask "Can I Start over?"
I'm not quite sure why he felt he had to ask.
It's not like I could Refuse him anything.
All he would have to do is look at me
No one can Reject those Giant Light-Carmel Pools.
He was a Great boyfriend.
He'd buy me little Gifts, just because.
He'd make it a point to sneak a kiss anytime we saw eachother
He knew what to say to make me Giggle
We would hang out at his house every day after school
And just talk to eachother. About anything that popped into our minds.
Our Conversations Inturupted by the More than Occasional "Can I Start over?"
But I Didn't mind
I Never Did
We broke up over something so Stupid
He had his Phone off one Saturday
And I Kept on trying to Call him
But he Never Picked up
And so I Freaked
And Left him about 30 Voicemails
The last one saying I Wanted to Break up with him
I Didn't Really Mean it,
I Was just so Angry
That it just kind of Came out.
But, Ryou took it Seriously.
He Wouldn't talk to me.
He wouldn't look at me
No Gifts.
No Kisses.
No Giggles.
So it was to my Surprise
When I Got an Instant Message from Him saying
"Can We Start over...?"