Entry I: Starting Anew
Here I am, alone, without Patche, Remi, Flan, or Meiling, and in a world that was just a distant memory. I'm all alone, really. Remilia's dead and the others I may never see again. I suppose, for their sake anyway, Diary, that I will live and start anew for them. My heart is heavy but I will move on. I was hired by a nice person who offered me room and board with his family in exchange for work. It's nice, even though my room is small. In starting anew, it seems I have fallen in love with his son.
Diary, I wonder if he likes me back. Maybe he does, maybe he doesn't, but, either way, I've fallen in love. These feelings feel so strange to me and I am having a trouble wrestling with them, day by day. I feel terrified to even come out and say it but, at the same time, I fear my feelings will drive him away. Remilia would have me so embarassed over this but she will have sent me away to be happy. Maybe she is up there somewhere wanting me to persue my goals.
-十六夜 咲夜