Just a side note: the bold text is Zuko, the italics are Katara, and the bolded italics at the end are both of them. Please, please, please review!
The Decisions We Make
I'm looking back at this mess that I have caused. Did I really want this or did my conscious take a pause? Is there nothing I can do to undo my mistake? Because now I am seeing that there is more than my honor at stake.
Why did everything have to happen this way? It brings about a feeling that I hope does not stay. It was only a few hours ago that I was there with him. My judgment must have really been quite dim.
I never should have gone through with this.
If it wasn't for him we could have won this.
What is wrong with me that I ever agreed to join her?
I blame the setting; it was the romantic place we were.
I always mess things up for myself, what on Earth is wrong with me?
My head was full of dreamy thoughts; he was only ever my enemy.
I need to find a cure for this sickness in my head.
But now I don't even care if he's alive or dead.
I wish things didn't have to turn out this way. I would do anything to make those happy times, that moment, come back to stay. Why on Earth was I too blind to see? Any friendship between us couldn't ever be. There must be something wrong with me…