I have lived a thousand lives, I have taken a thousand lives, I have not aged a day because of it. The blood of war soaks me, the wind of time has swept me through the eras.
I may be immortal. I may not be normal. I am however human in all the ways it matters most.
I love. I laugh. I cry. I bleed.
I long for you to stay in my arms. I long for you not to crumble with time. I long for you not to have to stay without me, I long for the winkles on your face to melt away to untouched skin. I long without hope.
One day I will find my hope.
I found you. You tried to hide from me. That hurt. The spirits helped you. They helped keep you hidden. Why? What is so different this time? Why do you run from me? You – this you doesn't even know me! I have been searching for three hundred years since the last you left me. Do you not want to know me in this life time? Wait for me, my beautiful raven. I will find you again.
You are a wizard. You've never been a wizard before. Its been hundreds of years since you were anything but a normal man. I am meant to be the saviour. Not you.
I said hi. You flat out ignored me. How could you ignore me! I've only been waiting for what seems like forever.
I am fading. I don't know what is happening. It started after you spoke to that blasted blond. The spirits seem to be laughing at me.
I found out why. It's because you are falling out of love with me – well your soul is, this you still hasn't acknowledged my existence.
I SAW YOU! I saw how you looked at him to be truthful. It's just plain rude to fall in love as im disappearing. Couldn't even wait till I was gone you baka!
You saw me. You saw me and I could see that you knew who I was. I could also see your soul didn't love me. It has fallen in love with him.
Okay. You win. I will let you be happy. Good bye my love.