You remind me of a former love...

Alright...My first Twilgiht fanfiction...and the pressure starts...

Disclaimer: Twilight will never ever be mine, I'm just bored and looking to type.

Note: THIS IS NOT AN ALL HUMAN FANFICTION. You'll see why...

ALSO ALL SONG WERE WRITTEN BY ME!

Summary: Bella Swan and her buddies Alice and Rosalie want to m0ake it big in the music world. But with sleazy managers named James and the mysterious boys who feel the need to join her band Edward, Jasper and Emmet, will she ever make it to stardom?

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"Bella, please, come back to me. Stop being so stupid!" Jacob pleaded with me. I held back tears, my heart breaking a little more each time he looked into my eyes.

"Jacob, I'm going to California, there's no way I can accomplish my dreams in La Push, Rose, Alice, and I have to do this. We have nothing else to live for." I turned to grab my guitar case, he caught my hand and pulled me to him.

"You have me," he whispered. "Bella, please, I love you. Don't do this to me, don't leave me here alone! Take me with you or stay here with me please! I love you!" He pulled my lips to his and the tears poured out like a river. I pulled away from him and grabbed my stuff in one swift motion. As I started to the door I turned slightly.

"I'm sorry," I whispered barely. With those words I walked out the doors and out of his life.

Rosalie and Alice waited by the car as I broke the news to Jacob about my newfound dream to be a rockstar. At first, Jacob was extremely happy for me, saying things like, "I would love to see you in those tight leather pants and a bra," but it died quickly as soon as I told him we were headed out of state for California and that I was ending our two year relationship.

"Bells, everything's going to be alright! You'll see! You're going to be famous! Please stop crying," Alice said as she grabbed my stuff and moved it into the trunk. I nodded my head sullenly and slid into the backseat pulling out my notebook and a pen.

A Werewolf's Lullabye

words by: Bella Swan

addtional lyrics: by Rosalie Hale

Please stop telling me everything's alright,

When my heart is bleeding and contrite.

Memories of him fill my head with sullen grief

O, happy dagger my body's your sheath!

Please rust there and die!

Refrain:

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I wish I could go back to you,

But the city's calling and I can't stay here

anymore!

I wish I could fall alseep, tonight, with you,

But I gotta move forward now even though

I'm torn!

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Just another night of restless slumber

Just another day of restless pain,

Can our hearts be together one moment longer?

Or will you leave me to be insane?

-Refrain-

bridge:

When the tears poured from your eyes,

knowing well that tonight was goodbye

You killed me!

-Refrain 2x-

Later that night I had snagged my acoustic guitar from the back and practiced the song that would eventually become my first top ten hit.

As I played the song to Alice and Rosalie(who loved it instantly) out front of the McDonald's/truck stop I felt better. Stronger in a way, and a couple days later when we had reached California's state limits I knew, deep down, my life was going to change forever.

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