"There are times that I am sure we hate each other. And we don't sit and think... But, you are there, time after time... In the future, if we are still together, growing old and have many children, and grand-children, that you will still love me for who I am. Not for what I have done and what you thought I was...
My darling Peter, you may never see me again, or you might; only Aslan knows. But, please never stop loving me? Take my heart and keep it. And when I get back, tell me you love me? I do know that Aslan is watching over you, and the others. I wish, every day that you are here, beside me, holding my hand when I am scared. Helping me through the terrors that I see almost every day...
Peter, my love. I never had wished to leave. But, please understand that Aslan asked me too. I love you. With all my heart. Forever and always. I love you...
Please tell Susan that she looks lovely today? Please tell her that where ever I am, that I miss her and wish she is here with me. To give me the advice that I so desperately need? And that I also love her?
Please stop yelling at Ed and hug him. Tell him that you never want to hurt him and that he is forgiven. Tell him from me that he can sleep without nightmares now. Aslan has forgiven him long ago. Please tell him that I miss him and love him?
Please wish Lucy a happy 11th birthday? Tell her that I miss her and that if she keeps faith and praying to Aslan that I will be back before she knows it. Kiss her on the head if she cries. Tell her that I will be back. That I love her.
I have to go now, but I will be home soon.
Rose xx"