All or nothing
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I know when he's been in your mind
that distant look is in your eyes
I thought when times you'd realize
It's over, over
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You are my girlfriend, but I can't feel that you are one. I know that you're still hurt about what happened and that you still can't forget him. I can see it in your eyes and I can feel that you still love him. Why can't you move on and try to forget everything about him. You know that he's been so cold to you and that he didn't even love you nor care about you. But I am here, loving you so tenderly and true. Why can't you do the same?!
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It's not the way I choose to live
Something somewhere's got to give
A share in this relationship
Gets older, older
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Yes, I am your girlfriend for about 5 years. I know that you've waited for for so long. I'm sorry if I can't do my part as you girlfriend. I know, that you know, I still love him. He is my first love and I can't forget him that easily. You were always there everytime he turns me down. You were always beside everytime I'm hurt because of him. You always comfort me everytime he makes me cry. You were loving me and waiting for me, but I just can't let go of him and hold onto you. I'm sorry if you've waited for so long.
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You know I'd fight for you but how could
I fight if someone isn't even there
I had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair
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I continued fighting my love for you, but I guess its not worth it. I've waited for you, not only for five years but for life, and I'm still here, waiting for you. You are my girlfriend, but you never treated me as your boyfriend. All I ever wanted, is for you love me back. You never hugged me, comforted me nor kiss me. I was the one who did all of that and I know, you didn't like it, you wanted him to do that to you. All you did was to hurt me, endure all of these hurt and make me wait for nothing.
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'Coz I wanted all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom
Its now or never
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So this is how it ends. I'm sorry. I really really really am sorry. I wanted our old relationship back, as friends and not as lovers. There is no meaning if we continue this so-called "relationship". We're not fit to be called "lovers", because, yes, you do love me sooo much and I know that. But I just can't let go of him. Lovers should love each other, but in our situation, we're not supposed to be called lovers if I don't feel anything for you. I know you're tired, enduring this pain and waiting for me to hold onto you. I'm sorry, if you waited for nothing. Let's end this, I know that you are tired. And I'm tired too, for making you wait. We're both tired and let's get some rest.
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Is it all
Is this how it ends
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Fine! Let's end this! We're both tired, but I don't think we could be friends again. You know why? Because if ever that happens, I might not be able to forget you and I will keep on hoping and waiting for you to love me. So, this is it! Break up! I'm also sorry for all the things I've done. You know what, he loved you sooo much, like what I did. He needed to be cold to you because he was afraid that something bad might happen to you. He asked me to take care of you before he left, because he knows how much I love you. But I guess, I didn't took care of you, instead, I've hurt you so much. I'm letting you go this time, and you could continue loving him. I will still keep on loving you, but this time, I wouldn't wait for you anymore.
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With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing at all...
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Thank you for telling me. I wanted to be angry at you, but I can't. You should be angry at me. Anyway, thank you for telling me. Even for the last time, you were honest with me. Goodbye, bestfriend...
End