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Summary—
I had to make the biggest decision of my life. Him or me? AU. SasuSaku.
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Disclaimer: I do not own NARUTO.
Dedication: Jen for inspiring me with this fan fiction, a certain someone for getting me in that 'depressed-angsty' mood, and another certain someone for giving me some hope. ;]
M I S S I N G Y O U, M I S S I N G M E
Prologue: Finally.
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After fourteen years, I was finally in high school. Don't get me wrong, no teenager in their right mind, likes school, but the general concept of being in high school was just so...exciting! Nerve-racking, but awesome at the same time. It gave you that slight adrenaline rush. Finally.
But then, I can't help but feel...scared. Not nervous. Just plain scared. What could happen? I mean, it's high school after all. ANYTHING can happen. But then...if our friendship lasted through Elementary and Junior High, why not High School, right?
I mean, we've all seen those movies or read those books where people change when they get to high school. Peer pressure is a scary thing. It can change you from the inside out.
First, it attacks your surroundings—your friends, classmates. Next, it starts attacking YOU. It attacks the way you look and seem to other people. Then, attacking you on the inside, mentally. You start thinking differently, and suddenly the things you've never cared or noticed about before—you do now. And finally, you're a whole new person. Whether for the good or not—usually always, for the bad—it's there. And while alot of people may mature and eventually grow out of it, the pain you'll bring upon you and anyone you're connected with is inevitable.
So I'm having my doubts, but then, I'm doubting my doubts. Why should I be doubting myself? What's there to be unsure of? He's my bestfriend since Preschool, so how could high school—stupid high school, change all of that? It couldn't. It just couldn't...and I would make sure it wouldn't.
Even if it killed me.