Angel Winter Swan Yup you guessed it I'm a swan I'm actually Bella's little sister not to long after mom and dad had me they split up.

I never really knew my dad but I got phone calls and gifts every birthday and Christmas. Its not like I wasn't grateful it was just that Bella would go visit every once and a while but I never could because Bella would always travel alone and mom and ben would say I was much too young to do that yet but when I was old enough they would send me with Bella to visit my dad but I had to be patient.

Then the day came that mom and Ben decided to get married which was pretty cool I thought of the guy as a dad already anyways.

Not long after I am given the greatest news ever Bella and I also will be going to stay with my dad for a while so mom and ben could have a honeymoon without us two around.

I was ecstatic the day had finally came I was finally deemed old enough to make the journey to visit my dad.

After that the time just seemed to fly by next thing you know were waiting at the airport for Charlie to pick us up.

"Do you think he will like me?" I asked my older sister nervously fidgeting with the strap of the bag I was holding.

Bella looked at me like I was insane for a few moments before answering. "What? Of course he's going to like you you're his baby girl for heaven's sake Angel." She said while shaking her head at me.

Frowning at her I said. "Well he never really knew me like he knew you. You got three years and you also got to visit with him I only got phone calls and presents? I don't know him at all and I'm really afraid he won't even like me." I averted my eyes back to the ground.

She looked at me for a moment before wrapping her arms around me and looking me in the eyes. "Trust me everything will be fine okay I haven't met a person who hasn't fell in love with your adorable face." She said smiling at me. "And if it's not we could always just go home right?" she asked but I could tell she was telling me not asking so I nodded my head at her smiling.

"Good now cheer up I didn't really want to come here in the first place the only good thing about it was that you were going to be with me but you've been a real downer so far." She said truthfully before giving my shoulder a little nudge. I smiled and smacked her arm lightly.

"Hey I'm not a downer."

Suddenly a cop car pulled up and our hoped a man who was somewhere in his thirties he had brown hair pale skin brown eyes and a fuzzy brown mustache.

Oh my god Bella really does look like him I thought as he got closer to us.

"hey girls." He said awkwardly and pulled us both into a short hug and quickly offered to help us with our bags and led us into the car, I jumped in the back as Bella jumped in the front passage seat.

The ride to forks was mostly quiet well except for me yapping away to mostly myself I felt at times dad and bells would nod smile laugh a bit and give me short replies when needed but never really talked but it didn't really bother me that just how Bella was and so was our dad apparently.

When I was finally all talked out I looked at the two in the front seats and thought about how they looked so much alike Bella had his brown hair brown eyes pale white skin, her hair was long and flowing like our mothers it had natural waves she was beautiful but we was also a natural klutz not graceful at all and she was also quit anti-social quiet and shy I guess I see now where she gets it from. But she was also my rock always there for me when I needed her I loved my big sister she was my best friend.

When we got to the house I tried to jump out of the car quickly but the door wouldn't open I stubbornly pulled on the handle a few more times thinking it would open.

Bella laughed at me and jumped out of the car without any problem looking at her with envy I went back to trying to get this damn door open. My dad laughed as hoped out of the car and opened my door for me.

"Cop cars gotta love them." I said sarcastically as my dad just chuckled at me shaking his head at me.

I grabbed my bag and followed Bella and Charlie into the house.

"So where is our room?" I asked as I took my shoes off.

"You girls get our own rooms I had some work done when I heard the both of you would be coming out here to stay a while." Our dad replied

"Bella I had your room painted purple it's still basically the same as it was when you left it though and Angel I had no idea what colour to paint your room but from what your mom told me you like blue so your room is painted a light blue colour. Your rooms are up the stairs the first room is yours Bells and the second is you're Ang I'll let you girls get unpacked."

I ran upstairs to my room and looked around it was the most cutest room I've seen it had sky blue walls wooden floors and I big white bed in the middle of the room it also had a white desk and white dressers.

I let out I tiny squeal of excitement as I threw down my bag and ran to my bed jumping on it giggling as I rolled around on the white fluffy soft comforter, after laying there for a while I heard a knock on the door lifting my head from the bed I looked in the direction of the door as I said come in.

Bella poked her head in. "can I come in?"

"I don't know can you?" asked cheekily before saying. "sure sure." I smiled at her before laying back down enjoying the softness of my bed even my bed back home in Arizona wasn't this soft.

"your so cheeky you know that?" she said as she laid down next to me. I simply turned my head to face her and stuck out my tongue before we both sunk into comfortable silence and just stared up at the blue ceiling.

After about five minutes of us just lying there Bella sat up and asked. "Did you want help unpacking? I've already finished." She said as she got off the bed and wondered over to my bag bringing it over to the bed.

"Okay." I said. It didn't take long before we had everything packed away. When we were finished we went down stairs to find our dad but he was nowhere to be found after looking all over the house we heard laughing coming from outside.

I looked at Bella questioningly hoping she would know who he was laughing outside with but all she did was shrug her shoulders and walked out the door.

I'm not sure why but it took me a few minutes before I followed after her. When I walked out the door i seen my dad grab my sister and lead her over to a native man in a wheel chair he had long black hair and was wearing a black cowboy hat he looked to be about my dad's age or maybe a bit older I don't know but what really caught my eyes was the boy that was standing behind the older man he was the most cutest boy I have ever seen he was tall lanky and he had tan skin long black hair that hung loosely over his shoulders.

I walked over to my dad and Bella as he was finishing introducing her.

"Oh angel there you are." He said as he grabbed me and held me out in front over him hands on both my shoulders. "And this is the baby girl Angel Winter." He said proudly introducing us. "Ang this is Billy Black my good friend and his son Jacob Black. Looking at both Billy and Jacob I gave them my cutest smile I could and gave a small wave.

"Well hello there little one I'll tell you you're cuter than your dad made you out to be he hasn't stopped talking about the two of you since we all first heard about your girls coming to stay with him." then he leaned closer to me an whispered. "He really missed you girls it means a lot to him that you girls are hear even if he doesn't really show it." I smiled at him blushing slightly from the cute comment now if only his son is thinking the same way I thought as I looked over at Jacob but all my hopes went away as soon as I seen he wasn't looking at me he wasn't even around me he was over by Bella who was standing off to the side looking rather bored not really caring for the whole gathering but still he was looking at Bella the exact way I was probably looking at him.

I tried to hide my disappointment as I averted my eyes and looked at the two older men who were now beside each other talking about sports and fishing from the sound of it.

"So how's almost over the hill treating you two?" I asked teasingly trying not to look back at the other two behind me.

"Not even close to being up that hill yet, your dad though I think he's almost at the top." Billy joked back laughing as my dad shoved him. "Were basically the same age old man." My dad shot back lamely.

I laughed at the two as they shoved each other around and threated on another it was actually a funny sight. Finally after they stopped and I calmed down our dad said he got us a surprise.

"A surprise?" Bella asked unsurely she never really like surprises my sister was a prude like that but I loved her.

"I love surprises." I said as he lead us to a big red truck in the drive way. "Oh my god!" I exclaimed as I went running over to it. "You got me a truck!" I said as I hugged the front end. "Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!" I shouted back to my dad as I loved up my new baby.

"Now Ang Bella is the one who will be driving it for now until you get your beginners permit so for now Bella will be driving you to and from school and where ever you need and it's both you and Bella's not just yours." He said as he handed Bella the keys and she thanked him and happily came over to the vehicle with Jacob following her like a little puppy. I'm sorry to say but I think I felt a tiny shot of jealousy flow through my body but I quickly shrugged it off and jumped in the passage seat as Bella jumped into the driver's side.

I listed as he talked to Bella through the window about the truck he fixed it up apparently and she asked if he would be coming to school with us here in forks but he just simply said he prefers the reservation over a school of pale faces and something about them letting in any old riff raff.

Getting bored fast listening to them talk about their selves I offered my seat to Jacob and hoped out of the car but not before Bella gabbed my hand and asked. "Are you okay?" I just shrugged her off and lied. "Yeah just tired from the trip I guess."

As I walked into the house I seen both my dad and Billy sitting in front of the TV watching football I think I tried to walk upstairs as quiet as I can hopping none would notice me.

"Ang? Is that you." I heard my dad call from the living room.

I stopped shutting my eyes for a moment letting out a sigh before answering. "Yeah dad?"

"Oh Just checking where's your sister?" he asked

"Still in the truck with Jacob." I said my voice betraying me slightly before yelling that I'll be in my room and rushing up the stairs before anyone could say anything more I shut my door and slid down it and sat on the floor for a second before crawling into the bed.

Why couldn't I look more like Bella? I thought bitterly as I glared at the ceiling above me.

I know I'm pretty but the problem was I still looked like a little girl my boobs haven't grown in yet and I was still quite a few inches shorter than Bella and I was also a little on the chunky side I wasn't fat or anything I had a small frame I was just thick I guess you could say I had yet to grow outta my baby fat, I had green eyes like our moms and straight brown hair with natural blond highlights and my skin was had a light natural tan on it just like my mom.

My thoughts were interrupted by my dad calling saying pizza was here I just said I wasn't hungry and I'll eat later.

Getting up off my bed I wondered over to the white desk and opened the bottom drawer pulling out a bright pink and purple stripped book that had a small picture of me and my sister on the front of it. Placing the book face open I sat down and grabbed my blue glitter gel pen from the cup that sat by the dark blue desk lamp and started writing.

Dear diary..

Well a lot has happened since I last wrote soo let me recap the recent life changing events in my life..

First of all I found out mom and ben were sending me and Bella to stay with our dad for a while I was so excited since I don't know the guy like Bella dose to me ben was my dad but I always wanted to get to know my real dad

Then it came time to meet my dad I got nervous but Bella reassured me isn't she the greatest big sister?

Dad was a lot like Bella in a way they were both quiet and somewhat awkward while I couldn't seem to stop talking. But he did seem like a really great guy just a little anti-social.

The weather is kinda gloomy though but I'll make the best of it I usually do .

Oh and we also met my dad's friend Billy Black and his son Jacob.

Ah Jacob how would one describe Jacob Black I guess as tall long dark hair neech.. but omigoodness was he a cutie i wanted boy did I ever want and I didn't even know the guy it was just a look one look and I was smitten completely head over heals in love with this boy I hardly know how is that even possible.

Im not one to believe in love at first sight but I kind of think that's what just happened my heart seamed to jump out at him I wanted nothing more than to make him happy.

But it seemed the feeling wasn't returned he seemed to have eyes for Bella which stung a little to be honest.

he didn't even look at me twice or talked to me it was all Bella.

This was the first time I have ever in my life felt jealous of her, she was the pretty one the older one being 17 as to where im still only 14 but my birthdays coming up so hopefully by then my womanly parts will come in and I will look as good as Bella.

I im shorter than Bella not by too much but still very noticeable and I still had my baby fat and my damn blueberrys had yet to magicaly turn into melons mom said they would come in soon that I was just a late bloomer but I was starting to think she was just saying that to be nice cuz all the girls my age and Bella got their whoohaas when they turned 14 or even 13 and im going to be 15 soon for sakes.

Ugh im just gunna stop thinking about all this before I drive myself insane it all sound pretty stupid now after writing it down and reading it over besides its Bella and I love her I shouldn't even be thinking like this at all I should just be happy for her I mean shes my best friend big sister I look up to her she means the most to me in the end its always going to be me and her she looks out for me and I her and if the roles were reversed I highly dout she would be like this.

I wonder what tomorrow will bring?

Also were supposed to be going to school after the weekend forks high yup im going to forks high with my sister she would be sophomore and ill be freshman im not quite sure how to feel about it yet.

I guess we will just have to wait and see now wont we but I have high hopes.

Thanx for listening I really do feel a lot better now.

Well it's getting late I better get some sleep nighty night!