A/N hey everyone i'm back and here's another story!

disclaimer: i dont own recess or any of the characters b/c if i did i'd be rich and wouldnt be wasting my time writing stories! lol please RR

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

CHAPTER 1

Spinelli woke with a start. She had a nightmare that TJ Detwelier her best friend, and secret crush, had gotten killed in a car accident and she didn't get to confess her love for him.

"Maybe it's trying to show that I need to tell TJ how I feel before it's too late," Spinelli thought to herself. "Then again I may just be losing my friggin mind."

Spinelli sighed and turned on her lamp on her bedside table. She then got out her journal and began writing.

March 5, 2004

Hey Journal,

Yeah it's only 2:00 a.m. I know. But I woke up from a really bad dream that TJ died before I told him how I feel about him. I can't let that happen Journal, but what if he doesn't feel the same? Well I'd better tell him before it's too late. Hey it's really late and I have school tomorrow so I'd better get back to bed. i'll write later.

~Spinelli~

******************************************************************************

Well it's a new day. Spinelli walked to school and met TJ outside the building.

"Hey Teej. What's up?" Spinelli asked him like she did every morning. She pushed her hair away from her face and sat down on the front step.

'God she's so hot' TJ thought. Yes he liked her too but he didn't want to tell her. As much as he knew he had to he couldn't do it.

"Not much. You?" he replied normally. Spinelli shook her head and muttered "Nothing."

'Yeah nothing except the fact that I love you and I'm too afraid to admit it,' she thought. Just then the bell rang and they got up to go inside. 'Come on Spin, you need to tell him,' her mind would not shut up.

'Come on TJ you're not gonna let this chance slip are you? She's right here and you can confess your love right now,' apparently TJ's mind was doing the same as Spinelli's.

"Well we'd better get to class. I got homeroom then math. You?" Spinelli asked.

"Homeroom then biology," TJ answered coming out of his thoughts.

"K. See you at lunch then," Spinelli said walking away to her class.

'Damn. You just blew your chance.' TJ thought.

******************************************************************************

AT LUNCH

TJ, Spinelli, Gretchen, Gus, Mikey, and Vince met at there usual table. They began eating their lunches when none other than the Ashleys came over.

"Well, well, well. I see we have a table of losers here now don't we girls?" Ashley A. said to the other Ashleys.

"Yes Ashley A. Why don't we go now before we catch a case of Loser?" Ashley Q added with a smirk.

"Too friggin late," Spinelli said.

"What was that Spinugly? Did I hear you say something to us?" Ashley B. asked.

"Why yes, actually I did say something. I aid you're already the biggest losers at school so what left is there to do?" Spinelli replied standing up and walking over to the Ashleys.

"Spinelli chill," TJ said grabbing Spinelli's elbow. He finally got Spinelli to sit back down after the Ashleys left.

"God I hate them," Spinelli said. Everyone else agreed that they all hated the Ashleys. Even Mikey which was a surprise to everyone because they expected him to say something like 'Hate is such a terrible word. We should not hate.' or some crap like that.

"Well finally school's over," Spinelli said with a sigh 3 hours later. "You guys wanna come over to my house now?"

"Can't, I gotta practice for a basketball game," Vince said proudly. He had tried out for the team but didn't tell the gang if he had made it yet.

"You mean?" Gretchen said excitedly.

"Yep. I MADE THE TEAM!"

"Congratulations Vince," TJ said. Everyone agreed even though they kind of knew that he would have made the team anyway because of the great athlete he already is.

"Well what about the rest of you?" Spinelli asked.

"I have to study for my History test tomorrow," Gretchen replied.

"I have plans," Mikey said.

"Can't," Gus said simply.

"Well I can. So I guess it's just you and me, Spin," TJ said.

'Finally a chance to tell him how much I love him,' thought Spinelli.

'Finally a chance to tell her how much I love her,' thought TJ.

"Ok great. See you guys later," Spinelli said as she and TJ walked to her house together. Little did they know that their plans of telling each other how they feel would be ruined by a terrible tragedy that is about to happen...

******************************************************************************

A/N i know i'm so evil. MWAHAHAHAHA!!! i'll update tomorrow. hope you enjoy and please RR!!!