Here I am, on the calm, dark beach. It should be most people's dream
place but to me, it is not. It is not because you are not with me. You've
been gone for 2 days and I'm already counting down the 28 remaining. I
never knew I could miss someone like that. I never knew I could love
someone that much.
Still warm sand under my back, star-spangled sky so high above my face, so far away. I wonder witch one of these stars is yours. Where are you? Where do I have to look to find you? You're so terribly far away. Are you feeling like I feel about you right now?
I don't know. That's what hurts so much.
Not earlier then a few days ago, you were here. I had a million chances to say these three little words; I love you! When we were enjoying the sunshine, near the pool or at dinner. I should say this to you before every mission, when you go risk your own life to save others. Every time, I ask the power above to be kind and not take you away from me. Oh, Why didn't I took those chances, why? I hate being so shy and not having the guts to say these tree little words that the World craves so much. That wouldn't hurt anyone!
That warm gentle mass hugging me, I wish so much it was you! I want to fall asleep. Forget that I'm laying on sand and so cruelly alone. I want to feel like I am with you in the sky. With no one and nothing to bring us back on the ground. I'm there, with you. Hugging you, kissing you, loving you. Only witnessed by the stars. Only they could possibly understand how much I love you.
So, they were right, the guys who tell us that Heaven is in the sky! That's what being an angel must feel like.
I don't want to wake up, ever! I know that when daylight will make your star invisible to me, I wont' be laying in your arms but in the sand. When one of your brothers will find me at dawn, asleep here, he'll find nothing kinder to say to me than;
-" What the hell are you doing there Tin-tin?"
No one can understand. No one knows. Hopefully, a heart's thoughts are stronger than distance and I'll be awoken by that sweet little " miss you!" that you say, as your face appears on my watch.
Still warm sand under my back, star-spangled sky so high above my face, so far away. I wonder witch one of these stars is yours. Where are you? Where do I have to look to find you? You're so terribly far away. Are you feeling like I feel about you right now?
I don't know. That's what hurts so much.
Not earlier then a few days ago, you were here. I had a million chances to say these three little words; I love you! When we were enjoying the sunshine, near the pool or at dinner. I should say this to you before every mission, when you go risk your own life to save others. Every time, I ask the power above to be kind and not take you away from me. Oh, Why didn't I took those chances, why? I hate being so shy and not having the guts to say these tree little words that the World craves so much. That wouldn't hurt anyone!
That warm gentle mass hugging me, I wish so much it was you! I want to fall asleep. Forget that I'm laying on sand and so cruelly alone. I want to feel like I am with you in the sky. With no one and nothing to bring us back on the ground. I'm there, with you. Hugging you, kissing you, loving you. Only witnessed by the stars. Only they could possibly understand how much I love you.
So, they were right, the guys who tell us that Heaven is in the sky! That's what being an angel must feel like.
I don't want to wake up, ever! I know that when daylight will make your star invisible to me, I wont' be laying in your arms but in the sand. When one of your brothers will find me at dawn, asleep here, he'll find nothing kinder to say to me than;
-" What the hell are you doing there Tin-tin?"
No one can understand. No one knows. Hopefully, a heart's thoughts are stronger than distance and I'll be awoken by that sweet little " miss you!" that you say, as your face appears on my watch.