Summary : Kinomoto Sakura is a pure beauty when it comes to looks. But what lies behind the beauty? When Li Syaoran comes into the pictue, what will happen? (It will start out with Sakura's life before she meets Syaoran)

Written by : SakuraKxSyaoranL

A/N : Hey guys! Erm.. This is my first fanfic since I joined this website. I hope that people will support my story to the end. By the way, I'm still an amateur. So, if I have any mistakes, tell me so I can improve, ok? This is also the first story I've written in my whole life (apart from school essays). Ano.. I hope the people that read this will review too and please be honest!

Normal writing - Narration.

"..." - Characters talking.

'...' - Character's thoughts.
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Will I Ever Be Loved?

Chapter one

Prolouge : Lonesome Girl

A small figure was found walking alone on the empty streets of Tomoeda, Japan.

The small figure was identified as an eleven year old girl.

She had breathtaking emerald eyes and shoulder-length auburn hair.

Her emerald eyes shone when she was surprised or happy and her auburn hair would glisten in the sunlight.

But although she was a pure beauty, one word could describe her everyday.

Lonesome.

Yes, she was lonesome. She had no friends. The only people she knew were her family.

People always envied her family because they seemed perfect.

But deep down her family wasn't perfect.

Her father seemed like a kind man, but he wasn't.
He was the complete opposite of kindness.
He would always scold her for no reason and hit her, hard.
He would always kick her in the ribs.
She despised her dad for his attitude.
But she knew that he was a really kind man deep inside.
When she was younger, he would always play with her and spend times with her.
But after her mother's death, he.. changed.. a lot.
She hated him for that but it was his choice.
She felt torn up inside.

Her mother however, was a different story.
Her mother passed away when she was only three years old.
At that time, she didn't know what 'passed away' meant.
She didn't know anything.
At that time, she just knew that her mother wouldn't be there for her anymore..

Her older brother was a very hardworking teenager.He always takes part time jobs to support the family.
Her older brother cared for her very much.
But the one thing he didn't know was that his father recently started beating his younger sister for no reason.
'Touya..' Thought the girl.
Yes, her older brother's name is Touya.
And Touya wasn't there for her anymore because he went to study abroad.

Thinking about all those things made the eleven year old girl sad.

'Nobody cares about me except onii-chan and he's gone,' she thought to herself.

Without her knowing, a lone tear escaped from her eyes and slid down her cheek.

The young girl touched her cheek and felt a wet spot.

She took out her handkerchief and rubbed her eyes and her cheek.

Why am I crying all of a sudden? I've been through this. I just need to be strong,' thought the young girl to herself.

But, even though she's been through all this everyday, she couldn't help but cry silently.

Out on the empty streets, the young girl, known as Kinomoto Sakura cried.

Nobody was there for her. Nobody took care of her. Nobody showed her any signs of love.

Sakura didn't even know what being loved felt like.

She cried just thinking about it.

Will I ever be loved?' she thought to herself silently before she continued to cry.

A/N : Soo.. That's it. Hope you liked it for the first chapter. Comments are welcomed. Flames are accepted. Criticsm are needed. Please be honest in your review and yes, I know it's kinda sucky for a first chapter, ne? T.T