Chobits
(Freya)
I was told not to cry,
That life is difficult,
Now I truly know what my mother meant.
I am just a computer.
I have no feelings of love and compation.
My mother said that I do, but it seems impossible.
It is so hard to deal with the fact that I am not human,
I am an object.
I can't be in love with a human being.
Now that I have a little sister,
I must prepare her for the life to come.
I must be an example.
But I am not a good example because,
I believe in things that I know is not true.
I can't bare the pain and I want to let go.
I love my sister.
I love my Mother.
And most of all I love my father.
But I know that I really don't.
It is just a program.
I don't have a person just for me.