Authors note: I know that this story says complete. It is but I can fixing a lot of the mistakes finally. In hope that it will sound a lot better. Also I may add another chapter so we'll see. If you see more mistakes and are willing to help me beta these, that would be a big help thanks.

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SUMMARY: "Why do I love you so much... Im sorry I can't help myself anymore"

Edward heard a low growl as Carlisle restraint crumpled

All vampires

chapter one:

Carlisle pov.

I watched him from the chair that I was sitting in, the beautiful creature that has been hunting my dreams since the day I made him. Oh, how I wished that I could tell him how I felt about him. I am a religous man, but the daydreams that I have about him, they are not so rightous in anyway. The things that I think about him would scare him that was somthing that I was sure of.

The things that I want to do to him .. no... I will not corrupt this perfect boy.

"Is that perfect boy you are talking about me carlisle?" Said the perfect angel himself bring Carlisle out if his daze.

"Maybe." Smiled Carlisle hiding the embrassement he felt from being caught.

"Aww thats sweet carlisle you think our Edward is a perfect boy." teased Emmette.

" That's enough Emmette stop teasing your brother." Said Esme as she come down the stairs.

" Yes mother." Emmette teased back.

" Yeah Emmette he cant help it if he is cute as a button." Adds Jasper without looking up from the book that he was reading. Emmette snickers as Esme pinches Jasper in the arm.

"Now both of you stop it." However, unable hide the her smile as she runs her hands in Edwards hair. Carlisle inwardly goans as she does that, wishing that it was him instead if Esme, but knowing that he can't. Jasper looks at Carlisle with a confused look as he battles the war of urges. That he is now experiencing as the kind jesters from Esme, has now made Edward blush and a little bit bashful.

"Carlisle is everything alright? you seem troubled." Questioned Jasper. Carlisle turned to Jasper and smiled as he nodded "I'm fine Jasper just thinking." Jasper opened his mouth to say something but closed when Alice comes bounding down the stairs. "Oh leave Carlisle alone Jasper if he wants to be secretive then he can." She smiles at Carlisle glare "Come Jasper we must restock on cloths."

"Yes dear." As they walk back Alice leans in to Carlisle "I know your secret." She sings taunting him. Carlisle eyes widen then he quickly recovers "Alice I have no idea what you are talking about." She just smiles and walks out the door with Jasper; as she closes the door she turns ands gives a wink and a smirk that was meant for Carlisle and Carlisle alone. He turns away from the door. Oh god she knows Alice knows did she have a vision of me and Edward wait… if she had a vision that means that me and Edward get together. Smiling at the thought, but being careful not to let Edward read my thoughts. As they run wild Carlisle losing himself within in them.

Alice smiles to herself after her vision left her Ah he is finally going to be happy. She frowns knowing that Carlisle would never even try to kiss Edward without a little push from the love doctor. That doctor being yours truly.

This is going to be good.

(well there you go that was the first chapter hope you like tell le if you think its worth it to cont, ok bye now) plz review.