When will they come?
When will they come and save me from this hell?
Why did they send me here?
Why did they leave me here?
Why did they abandon me?
Why didn't they want me?
I remembered them. I know it wasn't a dream. It was a memory. A very happy memory.
I was there in the living room with Daddy and Mummy along with Uncle Padfoot and Uncle Moony.
Then I remember Aunty Minnie ans Uncle Sevvy talking to me through an orange lion and a green teddy bear.
Uncle Padfoot and Daddy would turn into animals and chase each other around the room, almost like magic...no... thats stupid...there is no such thing as magic
Why did they leave me here?
Why did they abandon me?
Why didn't they want me?
Was I naughty?
Did I do something wrong?
Was this my punnishment?
Whatever I did it must of been horrible for me to deserve this.
I delicately touched the newly formed cut on my head which was currently dribbling blood down my face. I winced and hissed silently as this movement caused the newly formed cuts along my back (thanks to Uncle Vernon's belt) to convolse in pain.
Silent tears of pain dribbled down my cheeks as the pain worsend.
I felt like crying, screaming and breaking something like Dudely does everytime he doesn't get what he wants. But I knew that would only cause more pain and suffering for me.
Why did they leave me here?
Didn't they want me?
Where are they now?
Probably on some exotic island not having to worry about a snotty nosed, worthless freak.
I sighed sadly, tears streaming down my cheeks at the thought.
Thats all i was.
I was a freak.
I was expensive.
I was nothing.
I was worthless.
And that's all i'll ever be.
Why should i get them?
What good thing did i do to deserve a Mum and Dad and nice Uncles and Aunties.
I was selfish.
I was horrible.
I was spoilt.
I deserved what i got.
Why did they abandon me?
Did they ever want me?
No.
No one wants a freak.