University passions
1. First sight...Again
(EPOV)
I was sitting silently in the lecture room,waiting for the lecture to start,when the door opened and a swirl of wind flew in and to my sense came a very familiar scent.I immediately turned my head to the point where the scent had come and saw the most beautiful face I`ve ever seen,straing at me in surprise.I stayed stunned for a moment and then realised that Bella had come in the room and went to sit as far away from me as were tears on the sides of her face. Although it hurt me that she ran,the urge to calm her,to make her frown go away was I went to her row and sat next to her,and put my arm around her shoulder,trying to comfort was crying harder she turned her head to me,she cried even harder and turned away.
-Please, leave me alone!-she whimpered and it went straight trough my heart.
-OK. But promise me that we`ll talk later. Please! - I pleaded and she just nodded knew I had to get away, to leave her again, but I just couldn't I found my heart and soul again and couldn`t make myself leave them.I lived two years missing them and i won`t settle for a whole etrnity without them.I was going to win Bella back at any cost!
I watched Bella the whole turned to me a few times and each time she looked at me, her eyes were filled with tears.
When the lecture was over and the bell rang, Bella, who was sitting near the door, darted herself as fast as possible for her, trough it. I watched her, while running after her in human pace of course,which was very irritable for me,worrying will she fall and hurt the time I got out of the lecture room ,I heard the loud noise of her truck speeding away from me and the university. It hurt me that we didn`t have the time to talk like she promised, but then I remembered that I told her we`ll talk later, I hadn't concreted that I wanted to talk after the I got into my Volvo and sped off to our house.I needed to talk to I could see a plan working out in my head,about how to make Bella talk to me.
(BPOV)
I was driving my truck towards campus for my English literature lecture,which was in 15min. and I caught myself thinking of Edward the last two years I`ve been thinking for him a my thoughts were stronger around the days of the first time we saw each other, my birthday and of course spring break. And every time I caught myselfdoing that I mentally slapped myself.Despite my Edward thoughts, these two years were as catatonic as my behavior the first months after the Cullen's departure. Only the months before I came to university were a little happier. Jacob and I had decided to date for a few months, just to try it. He even persuaded me to sleep withhim and at first I agreed. But when we started caressing each other, I remembered how Edwardused to caress me, and how I returned his caresses. I knew I still longed for his cold, marble, rock-hard body, not for my best friend's hot and soft body. So I pushed him away and told him I could never be with anyone else, except for Edward. He was fuming for weeks so I came to college earlier.
When I entered the lecture-room the only thing I could see was my "One and Only" sitting in the back of the room. My eyes filled with tears right away and I thought I was daydreaming…again. I immediately turned my head away from that god-like figure and ran to the nearest seat, and started crying silently. After a few seconds I heard someone sit next to me, but I didn't turn. Then I felt a cold, long, stone arm wind around my shoulders, comforting me. I turned my head too see who it was and then I saw the most beautiful face I had ever seen, staring at me with concerned frown. It made me cry even harder and I couldn't bear watching that face, so I turned away.
-Please, leave me alone!-I cried and felt his arm stiffening around my shoulders. The thought, that my words were hurting him made its way to the front of my mind, but I couldn't believe it-after all, he was the one who left me.
-OK.-he replied. His tone sounded hurt.-But promise me that we'll talk later. Please!-he pleaded. I wanted to talk right now, I wanted to lay my lips on his and never apart them, but instead, I just nodded in agreement.
For the first time I wasn't paying attention in class of English literature. I was thinking what should I say to Edward. I was trying to wind myself to lie to him and tell him I'm happy with Jacob, but my heart didn't let me. And after few glimpses of him staring at me, I knew I had to tell him the truth. But I didn't have the courage to do it today, so when the bell rang, I gazed at him for a fraction of a second and darted myself out through the door. I knew he would follow me but he had to pretend in front of other humans too, so I had a head start. I ran to my truck, hoping I don't fall, put the keys and turned it on. As I drew off campus I saw Edward, gazing after me with worried and little irritated look. Then I couldn't see him anymore. When I got to my dorm, I locked myself in, lucky I lived alone, and started crying out my eyes.